I have recently broken up with my girlfriend of 2 years, it was a very messy realtionship and it has completely ruined my head, what the worst thing of all, that i want to discuss is that we both had myspace accounts and she blocked me on hers , so to keep in contact wit her i created an alter ego ''willy'' to find out answers as to why we broke up and what she was doing with her life a month on, because i could not accept that we were over, and i was obssessed, at this point aswell, i was taking a lot of drugs which partly out of my paranoia caused me to do the things i did.
I am now every ashmed of what ive done, because she found out it was me and so did a lot of her and my friends, who now think i need psychiatric help, and a lot have fallen out with me.
I am at a very low point in my life and i am struggling to cope at times, resorting to alcohol but trying to keep away from drugs etc, bcos they had a lot to do with what was going thru my mind at the time
what do i do ?
2007-01-30
08:59:11
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