teenage depression/suicidal feelings?

Question

There has been too many stuff that got f*cked up not to mention family problems like recent death in such a short time period.

Now everything is blurry and I feel like shutting myself away from the world.

every night I go to sleep fearing the morning that would follow.
I sometimes wonder if it would have been better if I wasn't born at first place?

I find myself talking less and less and more time spent alone.

Is this normal teenage feeling or am I just not normal?

thank you all.

Answer 1

awwww hun dont feel the need to end it now.
i to lost my mother recintly on easter morning 10 month ago, and it still feels like only yesterday, i lost her due to a 5 year battle of breast cancer.
i do understand the feeling of not belonging to this world and just want to run to a better place. to escape this so called '' one love planet''. the world is full of ugliness and evil, and nothing is perfect '' if there is such a thing''
having a family who you dont seem to communicate with, and the depression is just to much to bare, you are bound to feel disconnected to what you once belived in.
when my mom died i didnt want to eat, sleep, nor communicate to anyone, i spent alot of time alone and worked over time just to stay away from the outside world, i felt more comfort between the four walls.
you need to imbrace yourself in this reality here. why hide and hope for to not wake up.the body that is holding you is reminding you that you are not alone.
and to answer your question on is it normal to feel this way at a tender age, to a certain extent.
im 19, my mom died two weeks after my birthday and now easter will be no more to my daily holiday routine.
but i needed someone, i neede to feel whole and content, my fiance's father was there for me coz he lost his mother due to smoking and blood clots formed while on birth control.
hun you do have a purpose, god has a plan and you need to get some specail attention hun, i know that sound like eeeahhh, but you need to find yourself again, i still feel down and confussed but i got the help i needed and it is a work in progress.
there are 5 stages in mourning and sadness, and the last is rebirth.
i want you to do me and everyone who does care and give you great advice a favour, be good to yourself, and take care of YOU.
stay safe and level headed, when times get tough and everything gets blurry, stay close to a friend and rest.
remember your not alone in this so called happy world, the pursuite of happiness is yours to find and you will find that i gaurantee it hun

good luck
and take care of yourself hun

Answer 2

It's very very normal. My mother passed away when I was 12 years old, and I fell into a deep dression and thought about suicide every day. Thought I should have never been born. After my mother's death, 3 of my aunts and uncles and my grandmother passed away within the same year. The depression grew worse, it was horrible. I went to see a psychologist and it helped a lot. Talking to friends, although it may seem hard, is also really helpful. Go to a teenage council group maybe, other teens that are feeling what you are. Programs like that seem pointless but they really help a lot. If you need anything else you can email me.

Answer 3

Over the last five years I had begun to have increasingly withdraw into a downward spiral of depression..

But now with the method I can fully focus my energy and thoughts into a decisive line on how to make my life better constantly. And it works like magic! I'm beginning to attract people to me once again and things have just been looking up since then.

Helping you eliminate depression?

Answer 4

the teenage years are hard enough without going through depression too.. you need to get a handle on this now before it gets worse... while it feels easier to shut yourself out from the rest of the world its not a good idea. it might be something simple to fix,,, so go see a Dr. and find out what the problem is. GOOD LUCK

Answer 5

I too have had those same feelings most of my life. I am constantly fighting the depression and just try to remember that if I wasn't here all the people it would hurt. Please reach out for professional help. Try to stay busy also. It is n illness and can be treated maybe not cured but treated. I wish you luck and a long healthy life.

Answer 6

I've been through a similar situation like yours before, except the roles were reversed. I met this girl Kay from out of state( don't want to mention her name she uses this too lol). We met when were 13 and going into our freshman year of high school. We went on a foreign exchange trip to Europe and she came short of falling in love with me. I didn't even really know girls could have been interested in me back then cause i was so goofy and just wow lol. But she fell for me, and i tried to be fer friend and we did. We became best friends actually :) The summer was over and we had to go back to our own states and our lives went on. We kept in close touch, we texted just about everday. I read her the poems i wrote, some she inspired, and she shared her family issues with me. We loved each other. I lover her, but she was in love with me. I began dating this girl Jay she wasnt that great of a gf, in short, she was (female dog). She had me on the verge of tears several times. I told Kay everythng and she confronted her. She stood up for me. It was great. I remember telling Kay that i loved her but not romantically, but she said she still had very strong feelings for me that grew by the day. She said no boy at her school could compare to me and i was all she thought about. She used to get mad at me, furious, because we couldnt see each other so we tried not being friends. We tried not talking. didnt work bck then. We needed each other. She randomly texts me, "I love you and have always loved you and will always love you." It got that intense but i told her the truth. We could never date. And i helped her find guys. I helped her move on. And she found em. And i found more girls. And sadly, we grew apart. :/ But the point is, move on. You will live. And You will be happy, trust me man Trust me :D

Answer 7

All too common, unfortunately. I was depressed for nearly five years and tried to kill myself a couple of times. I learned that you can find your way out with the help of some healthy diet and exercise habits and a book called "The Feeling Good Handbook" by David Burns, M.D.

Answer 8

LOOK NO PROBLEM COMES TO YOU IF YOU ARE NOT READY FOR IT!!!! GOD ONLY CHALLENGES YOU WHEN HE KNOWS THAT YOU ARE READY FOR THE CHALLENGE.....THE KEY IS NOT TO GIVE UP......IT IS ALWAYS DARKEST BEFORE DAWN.....and the there is LIGHT!!!!!
During Teen age years your body undergoes a lot of changes and you have harmones playing havoc on your mental state......hang in there have FAITH IN GOD.....HE KNOWS WHAT HE IS DOING....even though we may not realise it at the time on hindsite TRUST ME...you will realise that you have come out better and stronger for it.....if you need help there are help lines where you can speak in complete confidence to an officer who can help!!! REMEMBER LIFE IS A GIFT FROM GOD....CHOOSE TO LIVE IT WELL!!

Answer 9

you are just a normal teenager. i have been through similar things and almost committed but there was just one thing that kept me going. this was will power. dont do something stupid kidda what ever life throws at you just show it you are stronger than that.