about 6 months ago i realised something wrong with me. Every time i would go into a shop to, say, buy a packet of crisps, i would have to choose, even tho they were all the same, and if i put my hand on one, in my mind it would say, no get the other one or bad things will happen, so i would. i ddnt like doing this and it nerved me.
i also so deppressed and would think everyone hated me, that i'm ugly, and would worry for hours at a day about what ppl think of me. it stressed me allot and i would be moody all day long.
then the collecting started. i would collect useless stuff such as empty tic tac boxes, and mini m&m's boxes, and all have to be the same colour. and also i hated throwing away stuff, even had trouble deleting msg's from my mobile when the memory was low.
Then i started checking everything over and over again. not doors or cookers or that, but if i wrote an essay, or a msg to somebody, i would read over and over again if it's all right and if the reader would ..
2007-01-28
04:56:09
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understand what i am saying.
i didn't know what ocd was at that time and thought i was going crazy. i worried that my friends would think im weird and not like me, so i kept it all to myself and tried not to act strange.
then i started the button pressing. i would press angain and again to feel 'relieved'. it disturbed me.
2007-01-28
04:58:43 ·
update #1
then the tic started. my neck. i would jerk my neck to the right if i got restless or angrey.
but the thing is...im not clean, im not orginized, and more.
2007-01-28
05:01:02 ·
update #2