I fell in love with the guy who is obsessed with makeup. It made me feel insecure. I have low self esteem because of my childhood experiences.When he told me he liked my redlipstick and lipgloss more than a few times, I put on pink lipstick with no lipgloss. I know it wasn't a nice thing to do,but I couldn't help to test him if he liked only my look. I sometimes felt pressure and felt like being controlled because of this( I tend to feel like I am controlled by people when they ask me to do something because my life has been controlled by my parents' business) I explained this to him, but he kept on believing that I try to look pretty for only others not for him. When I go out, I wear makeup the way I like and nobody tells me he/she likes my makeup. I loved looking pretty for him! I explained to him about this so many times and he thinks I don't love him. He has similar experience with his last girlfriend.I want him to understand me, but I can only email him. He lives overseas.
2007-01-27
12:56:14
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