i think about commiting suicide..?

Question

i terribly feel that something is wrong with me! a couple of days ago i was all motivated and positive..today, however, i feel like nothing is going right in my life. i cant quite put my finger on what is wrong.. my thoughts are unclear and i find it difficult to think about the future..im currently looking for a job and im becoming impatient and depressed because i havent gotten a real break yet..i also have a driving test in a couple of weeks which im worried about.. i feel like i should have my own car and a job..i go to college also ..i feel so depressed and worthless....someone help!

Answer 1

Please dont feel like that. Life has its ups and downs as you well know. I promise things will work out for you. There isnt one person here that hasnt had things go bad in their life, so get up and tell your self its gonna be alright. If you have any religion in you remember there is no ticket to heaven through suicide..........and why do that it hurts all the ones that love you..

Answer 2

You know what , I was looking at your other questions you be asking, and it sure sounds like to me that you are bi-polar, have you ever been diagnosed with it?Your up, your down. ok, lets sit down. Are ya sitting? Now, take in a couple deep breaths,lets get relaxed.Now, since you started about a job, lets talk a little about that.Well , you didnt put in there what kind of work your looking for.I see your in college,so I wouldnt think you would want a full time job.You have alot of applications in right? Now you are going to have to be patient. Pray on that. If you believe in Him, you will be getting a job. Not the one you want but the one that is going to be the best for you.Now hon, you have two whole weeks before that driving test.Dont worry,study hard and when the test comes up,do the best you can and there is no way you can fail.First your license sweetie than a car. First things first.Now, you should really be proud of yourself.You completed high school, your in college about to get your icense and a car.wow! You have accomplished more than you know.I am 49 and I didnt even finish highschool.Maybe you should go to a professional and get on some anti-depressants.You do have alot on your shoulders and sometimes you are going to feel overwhelmed,but you hang in there sweetie.Things WILL get better and that is a promise.You have so much going for you.One day when your sitting in your big office with your "Bently" sitting outside in the parking lot,youll look around and say,wow, I was going to do something real stupid one day...............I will be praying for you hon.

Answer 3

I've been there, done that, bought the t-shirt, and wrote the book.....remember this: All feelings are transient. You won't feel one way or another forever. You can get through it. Life transitions are difficult, and when you have the odds stacked against you, you feel like it won't ever get better. I know what it is to be in a dark place. You are not worthless, you go to college which is a lot more than most people do. Keep truckin'. If you feel like it is too much, see a counselor (most college offer them for free or nearly free) and let your frustrations and depression out. It will get better. Remember: Suicide is a permanent solution to a temporary problem.

Answer 4

You said the magic word, depressed. See a doctor. There are a number of treatments available, not always medication, but in your case, you may need it to combat the suicidal thoughts.
Depression is caused by an imbalance of chemicals in the brain, and is not your fault. The things that are not going well in your life might be a trigger but they are not the root cause.
Statistically, this is the worst time of the year for depression. My doctor told me that during the next three weeks, she will be overloaded with patients dealing with depression.
Don't be embarassed or ashamed and get yourself some help.
I know that sometimes money/insurance coverage is an issue for people in the U.S., but most cities have a free clinic or two where you can get help.
Take care of yourself.

Answer 5

Right now you have a lot of things going on in your life right now.A lot of people feel overwhelmed at times and get depressed and lead to thoughts of suicide.Thoughts spiral downward till you feel you'll never feel normal again. I've been there.At these times you need a professional consular to put things in perspective.You aren't worthless no matter what you think of yourself.Don't be so hard on yourself.Things can and will get better with the right help. I've suffered depression for quite a few years, and now I'm leading a normal life.Seeking help right now is very important.If you feel that you are going to act out on your thoughts contact a crisis center. Don't wait.

Answer 6

It sounds like you're a bit overwhelmed right now. My advice to you is to talk to someone about it. Pick someone you can trust with your issues as being completely honest with whoever you choose is essential. Some people I recommend are your clergy, school counselor, anyone that will not judge you. Since you mentioned suicide, I strongly recommend you speak with a mental health professional. We are specifically trained to help with these exact issues. I think, from what you wrote that you are asking for help early enough that it shouldn't take long for you to get back on track, with the right help. If the feelings of hurting yourself become overwhelming, call 911 immediately and get help fast. I hope this helps you get motivated to help yourself rebound from this depression. I accept e-mail if needed. Good luck and God bless. Peace.

Answer 7

Snap out of it, chill out and get over it! Keep thinking positive. It's not the end of the world when things we want don't come to us that quick. I have been waiting for years to get my life straighten out. You sound very young. I am 30 and life is only really starting for me now.

I am in a long distance relationship and have been in it for over 3 years. I have never met my man. We keep trying to get there but things beyond our control keep happening and we are not able to get together, that doesn't mean we wanna commit suicide every single time we fail to get to where we wanna be in our relationship. Our love keeps us going.

Right now we are focusing on developing ourselves as individuals. I wanna become a nurse and at this time it has been hard to get into school. I failed one test, but that doesn't mean I am gonna hide and give up on it. I am retaking it and hope to pass. I won't let that get me down.

If you have God in your life, talk to Him and let Him know that you need His help. With God all things are possible. Without God we all fail. Don't be hard on yourself. Don't worry about your driving test, you will do fine. If you get nervous about it you will fail. I failed my test cause I was too nervous and wasn't concentrating.

Don't lose your self-confidence. Don't worry about the future. I used to be like you. I wanted to die when things went bad. I wanted to die when I didn't think I would have a future. Live for today and don't worry about what will happen tomorrow. Seek God and you will see how wonderful your life will be.

Take care and good luck in all you do. God Bless!

Answer 8

My thoughts = If I have to deal with feeling this way, then i am going to do the things that i love to do, hang out with people who only make me feel good, and do good things for other people (if i can).

I have been to this place many times in my life, and let me tell you it does not get any easier, the same base problems will need to be resolved, because if you do not resolve, make peace and accept that some things you cannot change then you won't get better you will be dealing with those issues plus, more.

please take time to read success storeis of people battling depression, negitivity, constructive ways to deal with blue moods etc. lucky to have access to the internet! You will manage these feelings, it takes work, time, and desire. You can do it

Answer 9

Please don't take that road. My husband tried it many years ago. He had psychological problems. Fortunately he did not succeed, and today he is happy that he is still on this earth. He did go for counselling and I went with him sometimes when they psychologists asked for me to attend.
If you have strong suicidal feelings please please seek some help. I know it's hard right now but in all honesty if you put your mind to positive thinking and talk with someone you are close to even, I'm sure it will put you in a better frame of mind, if you don't feel you want professional help. However I would strongly suggest you talk to a professional, they won't put you down they are there to give you constructional and positive suggestions.

Hope this helps you!! Good Luck.

Answer 10

Talking to your doctor or a counselor about how you feel will definetely benefit you in many ways. They can run some tests and see if your brain is making enough seretonin, if it's not then you have depression. Depression can be really serious and can get out of your control at any moment if your not on the right anti-depressants so I highly suggest that you go to your doctor as soon as possible and speak with him/her about how you feel.
Good luck