What is this? Negative energy?

Question

I wonder if I have bipolar disorder . I get negative energy when I m with people , dfficulty in making eye contact . Difficulty in laughinwhole heartedly when someone says joke , difficulty in helping others out of the fear that I am doing too much ...
Wht is causing all this ? Why am I a loner with so much negativity ? What is the solution for this ? Please help me..
dont give stupid answers as I am serious abt this one ... I really wanna improve ...
How can I be mroe humurous and less sarcastic - enjoy life like all others?
Kindly help .........

nice answer froggy .
i think sometime i just cant look up and laught at ppl wishing them morning etc , ppl think its snobbish , but faces do put me off . infact I think how ugly his/her face is than appreciating the real beauty of his personality ... all odd things i know - but the wayi think - i need to improve , hopefully soon ....

Answer 1

Don't worry about being odd. Everyone is odd. Some of us are better at it that others. See a therapist/Psychiatrist to make sure this is something you can handle yourself. Practice, in your head, turning everything into a huge joke. I have found this a priceless coping mechanism. When someone pisses you off recreate the bad buy sign up line from Blazing Saddles and give this person a special place. Top every thing off the "bu-a-ull sh*t" toast. How do you think Mel Brooks to be so funny? All the Nazi humor came from a place of truth.

The other day a girl maybe 15, 16, who really not know me, said “you don’t just understand”, then mentioned punk music and specifically mentioned The Ramones!!! It did not make me mad but I as like WTF. She does not even know who the KKK was that actually took the baby away. . . . So 5 minutes later in my head. . . .

Green mohawk, orange mohawk, 12 goths, and 27 emo’s trapped on a crowded elevator. All shouting “you don’t understand”, “No you don’t understand”, “NO YOU DO NOT UNDERSTAND!!!!” There is a thug in back, silent so far, but going for his gun. And a poor little hippie completely drowned out, “don’t eat the bad acid, man”.

I had to go back and add this too. Meds are such a complicated issue. They are NOT all the same. Find people who have been there, why, what did they do, how did they get out? Orgs like N.A.M.I. and local support groups are the best source of real information. Meds can be what gets you though, like a grieving widow on Wellbutrin or meds may be absolutely essential to you. Insulin for diabetics is like how lithium is for bipolars. Yes, it is, I know exactly what I am talking about. Their are also "traps" like how Xanax can stop a full blown panic attack. But using Xanax to cure the problem long term is like expecting morphine to fix a broken leg, besides this particular one is addictive. Most of them are NOT however. Reputable Drs. don’t give anything addictive for long term use. And because you get sick if you stop taking it does not mean it is addictive (like insulin). You would need maintenance Zoloft instead to stop the chemical reaction that is causing the panic reaction in the first place. Yes sometimes it is just a chemical reaction. Of course your life affects your mind but most people don’t realize how your natural mind dictates your life. My life has been better and been worse but it never changed until after the lithium.

Answer 2

Could be bipolar, but my guess is it's got to do with your past, If there is anything bothering you or on your mind please seek counseling, I'm not saying your nuts just that talking out your inner thoughts to someone who cares does wonders for the soul.They will probably talk meds, but if possible try real hard and don't be ashamed of wots happened in your past, remember you were a child and learning and probably not responsible for all or any of it.Tell total truth to the counselor and tell him/her u would much prefer to get to bottom of your problem rather than cover it with meds. Been there done that, MEDS ONLY SUGAR COAT PROBLEMS, AND IF YOUR SERIOUS ABOUT ALL THIS YOU DEFINITELY WANT TO GET TO BOTTOM SO YOU CAN PUT PAST BEHIND YOU AND MOVE FORWARD WITH POSITIVE ENERGY.Yes some people do need meds to balance there chems, but I personally don't believe meds are the answer, only because I've been there done that to find out meds only covered the problem, didn't see any answers surfacing , so I took it upon myself to get educated in how to deal, and Prayed. Thank God I am here ( not on meds )to share with someone else with similar probs.I believe Prayers had a lot to do with it all.So if you are serious start Praying and find someone to help you get to the bottom before it is to late. God Bless.

Answer 3

Well you could have bipolar thats when your mood changes a lot one minute your mean the next nice,or sad one minute then happy the next vise versa. I suggest you go see a Psycatrist (I know thats spelled wrong) or even your doctor and tell them the problems you have been having and they can test you for that. If it is bipolar they will put you on meds that will help you out a lot. If not it may just be deppression and they have meds for that as well. Either way go see a doctor and get an exam.

Answer 4

Hi. well i have bipolar disorder... it ways 2 years of hell.see 2 years a go i didn't know i was bipolar i was a very,very mad person.then i would be upset i would want to die.i would be happy like way to happy,i would talk so fast i went to a relay good D.R that is when he told me you are bipolar..i didn't know what to say umm ok.looking at him like he was wrong.he gave me medz but i know its still going to be a long road.I'm telling you this cus if you feel like most of what i wrote see youre D.R if you haven't already.1 more thing I'm tipe 2 bipolar there is also tipe 1.dus bipolar run in youre family?if it dus you may have it good luck:)

Answer 5

Pray..... if you ask to be a better person.. god will grant your wish!