What should I do?

Question

I am not sure if I want to get a girlfriend. I have never asked a girl out, and I don't really feel like ever asking one out. I have an anxiety about being embarassed, and when i'm embarssed, I do things I wish I didn't do. I would feel funny being in love with someone, because I am more of an independent person, and I like to do things alone. I would like one in a way, but I don't get too close to people. I am a jerk sometimes, and I can get very violent, because I always like to be the dominant person. I am afraid that a girl would make me look not as tough. And I am also very selfish, and I don't so anything for anyone. I think of love as gooshy, and no the thing for me most of the time. I don't know what to do.

Answer 1

You have a lot of major issues to deal with before getting into a romantic relationship!
jerk
violent
selfish
A relationship can be a wonderful thing, but only when you are ready to give.

A violent relationship is hell for BOTH parties. People often forget the guy is going through hell because they have no sympathy for him (not that they really should).

I think you are YEARS away from a healthy relationship.