What should I do?

Question

I feel don't deserve to be called a Christian. I sin a lot. I want to repent, but I just can't. It's like I'm addicted to it. I watch internet porn and masterbate all the time. Everytime I feel bad about it. I want to live a pure Christian, but I seem to fight a losing battle. I pray a lot to overcome it, but simply I can't. Father please forgive me.

Answer 1

When you want to watch porn, turn off the computer.

Instead of watching porn, read a self-help book or two. I like the book Pursuit of Holiness and the sequel Pursuit of Godliness.

Immerse yourself in the Word of God, and the desire to masturbate and watch porn will subside.