I really need some help? what should I doooooo gosh?

Question

okay heres the story.. me and my bf live together. we both work durin the day. we dont do anything til the weekend,,. well my plans were sorta ruined yesterday cuz we was with his stupid fat friend and I didnt do what we planned.... I hate men.. im so stressed. well so then last night him and that friend went out hes like You cant go we will be right back.. well 2 fuckn hours later he come back.... and then again tonight he said I dont mind if u go. so I got ready.. hes like I really dont care if u go But Id rather u not. I said well I set home alone alll weekk all night alone cuz I still arent able to drive til nex month.. he doesnt fuckn care.. so yeah we just got into a big argument and he left.. and I also said something like well My plans were ruined yesterday cuz that dumbass and now u went out with him last night ad now again tonight and at first I could go but now NOW? what the ****.. he said well I dont like sittin in the room all night and day. I said u know how i feel now

and Now I feel like my brain is going to explode I wish it would. so I could die and get rid of all my worries..

the thing is. he can drive right now and I Cant.. and my "friends"" always cancel plans with me... we live like in the country its hard to get people to pick me up... plus the roads back here are bad.. and YES he knows JUST HOW I FEEL!.. but he doesnt care.. I told him he was selfish and he jsut shrugged it off. at first the first like 3-4 months he was the sweetest guy EVER! its been over a year now we been together.. and THANKS SO MUCH for readin all this and tryin to help

Answer 1

Please don't ever wish you could die just because a male is only thinking of himself. Sounds like you need to talk to him heart to heart, tell him he needs to consider your feeling too. Then if that does'nt work, talk to one of your friends who does drive and go to the movies or wherever with her, and leave him there to see how it feels. But if my hunch is right that won't really matter to him, he will probably go out with his friend. Men, not all but many, are immature and selfish. Good luck, live everyday to the fullest be happy with or without him, don't rely on him for your happiness, Sweety.

Answer 2

hi,
talk to him tell him how you feel. explain to him that you feel left out of his life. or maybe you should just show him how you feel go out with some of your friends have some fun with them mainly on those days that he has no where to go. and when he says that you don't spend time with him remind him of those nights that he said you can com but o rather you didn't. turn the tides on him.