on edge of breaking point?

Question

I feel like I can't deal with this dumb **** my family throws at me. I am put down constatly. They call me stupid, a *****, useless, worthless, a mistake, and retarded. I have tried to tell them not to start stupid ****. They don't care. My mom is also so fake. She is ONLY nice when it's just me and her. If my sister or dad is around she's a complete *****. I lost my trust in her...I lost my trust in my whole family. I don't know how to deal with this anymore. I feel liking doing something very very very stupid. I don't have a therapist and have no way of getting one. I don't trust many people. The only person I trust some what is my boyfriend. I am so confused...I want this damn life to end

Answer 1

I understand how you feel!!! My family is the same way to me. It seems like nothing I do is good enough. I feel your pain!
The one thing that I have found is the more space you put between you and your family the better! It can be really depressing sometimes to feel like you are the odd one out! But just remember that there are people out here that feel the same way! Hope things start looking up for you soon!

If you just need to talk e~mail me!

Answer 2

So sorry you are having to put up with ignorant and cruel people. Sometimes a wise and caring person can be as helpful as a therapist. Is there a wise and caring person at work -- in your boyfriend's family -- at your school -- a neighbor? Need not talk about your family members so much as you need to value your own life -- to know that you are worthy of love.

Answer 3

I wish you had said how old you are.

Talk to someone older...like a family member and tell them what's going on.

They may not be able to change what's going on but sometimes just having someone to talk to....someone in your corner can help.

If you're in school try talking to a counselor.

Answer 4

If your old enough get aplace of your own with your boyfriend.If not go to a local doctor they can guide in the right direction.