PLEASE HELP ME I CANT TAKE THIS ANYMORE i am suicidal.?

Question

i tried to kill myself a few weeks ago by overdosing on sleeping pills.....but it didnt work and i thought i could try to make my life better and it was working but earlier my grandfather caught me with my boyfriend, and we werent even doing anything we were just talking and he caught me....and he shook me really hard like he used to do when i was little....and now i want to kill myself again and please dont tell me i have friends and family that love me because i know i do, they are all that has kept me alive so far, but now i dont think they are worth all this so please help me just tell me something to do or something encourageing or something please, i am about to go off the edge.

Answer 1

I'm working on very little evidence here, but from your saying it sounds as if your grandfather is over controlling and abusive, and your desire to kill youself is actually a desire to escape from him.

I've been in a similar situation. I don't know enough to suggest ways out of it, but if your family truly loves you, they will protect you from him, and if they won't there are other people who should. If you live in the US, canada or Europe there should be shelters, crisis lines, and legal advocates for people in your situation. Out side of those areas, I don't know enough about what is available and what isn't.

Your friends won't be able to help the way your family should, but talking to them may help you come up with a way to change the situation or escape.

Remember, if you aren't old enough to live on your own yet, you will be eventually. Then you won't ever need to see him again if you don't want to.

I don't know if it will help, or not, but I got through it because I believe one thing: if I let him drive me to kill myself, he won. And I would walk through hell itself before I let him win. You can outlive him, you can outthink him, and if you have lasted this long, you can probably outstubborn him. Good luck and God bless.

Answer 2

How many times have I heard this? Let me tell you something ok. I really don’t want you to kill yourself. However, if you are looking for compassion for your hard life honey I am not the one to give it to you.

I have a really hard time understanding why anyone would kill themselves. What is the point? If you kill yourself because you feel that no one really loves, you tell me if that is true then who is going to care if you are gone. I have heard this about parents being mean and setting rules and people not liking it. I have heard it from men who have lost some girl or their wife is cheating on them. I have heard from girls that do not feel that they are loved.

I may just be crazy myself because I don’t get it. WHAT is it going to solve? You think that if you say your are going to kill yourself that your grandfather will let you mess around with some boy. I really believe that he would rather you grow up to be a decent responsible human being that can make good choices on your own. He is your grandfather for crying out loud. He isn’t your matchmaker. What are you going to do try to kill yourself every time something doesn’t go your way? Then when it happens, guess what you won’t be able to throw that at anyone anymore will you?

I am so sorry you feel that your life is so bad that to end it would be better than living. Well just do one thing before you eat some pills or jump off a bridge. Visit a children’s hospital that has hundreds of little babies that are fighting for every breath that they take. Go tell a four-year-old girl that you might as well give up because life sucks and you are going to kill yourself and she should do the same thing.

You think you have problems honey you don’t have a clue. I know it seems like I am being heartless and cruel and mean but I also know that sometimes tough love is what it takes to make someone see what reality really is.

I will pray for you sincerely. I will also tell you that you think that life sucks is the way it will always be but LIFE is based on how you react to situations. The world can come crashing down around you but if you stand your ground and have faith in yourself as a descent human being then you will make it through.

We are strong and we can make it through anything. Taking a bunch of pills or even shooting yourself like a friend of mine did isn’t going to work unless it is your time to go. He is 27 now and his mother has to feed him baby food for the rest of his life because it wasn’t his time to go. He shot him self point blank range with a 45 and is still alive but the girl he done it over is married to another man now and more than likely never even thinks about him.

Feather

Answer 3

Life can be fantastic and enjoyable if connected with God. There is no need for suicide at all. Heaven and Hell are real and eternal.

In the Beginning God created heavens and earth.
God gives you air to breathe and sunshine to enjoy.
God gives you water to drink and food to eat.
God gives you a wonderful body and sound mind, to live.
God loves you, and you are precious to Him.
Son of God died on the Cross to save us from condemnation.
Jesus’ love is boundless and everlasting.
We have the hope of Heaven through Jesus.
Life therefore has fantastic and glorious future!
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Answer 4

consider the good things in life- at least you have family who care. many aren't so fortunate so love it while you have it. Also, i want to ask yourself-do yuo really want to die-think it over-crying parents, freinds, no more fun no more life no more anything- next time you see your parents look them in the eye and tell them with a straight face "I am going to go kill myself right now" if they don't stop you then go ahead, that is if you can even bring yourself to say that- i'm pretty sure that you can find something to hold onto. i have through 3 years of 4 friends dying, severe depression, and a severe lack of support from others. I don't look to God, no I look to myself. prove to yourself that you're stronger than you were and that you're invincible. Hold on, hold out, for us the lovers.

Answer 5

I don't understand why your grandfather shook you. How old are you btw? Maybe you should be trying to move out.

I'm not positive your life will get better but I say just wait for your future: it may be brighter. :)

Nice post, we are the doomed.

Answer 6

if you really want to die, go jump off a cliff.

but i suggest you not kill yourself b/c
you know life is just a rocky climb and
sooner or later, it will be over.
you just need to hang in there and not
fall .