i don't think i am happiness that i find my another side. do you know why i sent her back home ? the night before sent her back home. i knew the detail of that many many guys were plan to send her back too. she said she would escape .....because many guys wanna send her back home. i knew a truth :" there are many guys chased her ,including our alleged teachers , alumnis , her boyfriend , her former classmates ..... "
so i was so worried about it . if at beginning of the love to her i knew the truth ,i think i won't love her . because i don't wanna "join war" , a war caused by a woman . but it was so late .... i complain about myself. since that night ,i hard to sleep ....really !!!! well , i woke up earily every morning ,then thought of her...and the related matters ... /i want to tell you i am be mad..
at first i only knew she back home , i didn't know she would go to her boyfriend's school for her birthday. she explain it to me . her boyfriend requested her to celebrate her birthday. many people in our school saw me waiting at that morning in the rain . they said i was so stupid.... when they knew she go to her boyfriend's school ...they said " Anqi ,you're the most stupid guy !! " , you don't worth to loving her . i never mind . perhaps it's a mistake. many people stress the "contain" , but they never come it ture . i contain the everythings .
i don't know how to do . i went to bed at 7 P.M , then got up at 3 A.M / becase i was so sad ,i wanna forget the pain ,and why got up earily ,...because i hard to sleep ..... i even dream of the " dead " , i know those can't resolve evethings.
yesterday , she got sick .i went to hospital for prescribe....i ordered my female classmate deliver my drug... she was very very disappoint at me ,she sadi " Anqi ,you're so so stupid " . i trun another side ,then went back my suite . i
i even hard to eat .... i told myself ....
i sent messages to her ....she said " Anqi ,you're the best man in the world , but i hard to accept your love " . we quarreled..... i fell into sleep . i thought of my future ,my parents , my life , my mood ....i think i should give up right now . although i am so so love her . i have to .at 2 A.M , i woke up ..i saw the messages , she make apologize to me . she realize my love ....but hard to accept . ok , in my heart i really don't feel so comfortable , since i knew the truth ....
i said i would disappear in the world soon without take beckon to her ,and everone in my school . she sadi she will give me the best bless....she will remember me forever ... i cry ...hardly .... i know i always cry sadly, hardly those days .
ok , everythings is over , hey guy " game over "
i know she is very very very nive girl ,you hard to find another...... she said she won't hurt anyone ......, especial her boyfriend , although her boyfriend is not good . she is very very appreciate my ability ,my personality. i told her " can you transfer those into love " " can those be usefull ? " , oh ...no !!
what can i do ? how to do .? although she hurt me badly, i still love ...... although love is not so nice .
i want to save myself from the painfull .......
hey ,if you're my friend , i hope get your precious poinion. ....
take care
anqi wong
2007-01-17 16:10:16 · 2 answers · asked by waq741953 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
WHATTTTT?????? i got lost a long time ago
2007-01-17 16:15:24 · answer #1 · answered by dee_ann 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
honestly dude you need to re-write this...I have no idea what your asking, except that you might be head over heels in love? If thats the case do whatever you can to be with her. Don't give up, don't be a wimp! Fight for her. :( Ohhh sorry good luck
2007-01-17 16:17:28 · answer #2 · answered by laura k 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋