What can this dream mean? N.B.Abbreviations for camera positions in this, which will be explained at the end!?

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Albert Dock in Liverpool, v.sunny w/a few little white clouds in a really blue sky & (if there are in real life) lots of red ships moored around its edges.

Camera goes out from ECU of my eye in 1 frame (Like Noodle in Gorillaz El Manana video) to CU of my face looking up to 'camera' (In this case, the sky), to MLS of me looking out across the dock (facing towards camera at an angle), to LS (full body) of me looking towards sun, with 1 arm crooked above my eyes.

Then ML shot of me walking slowly along by the dock towards one of its edges. Textures & colours of background in vid similar to El Manana, but a bit greyer (this IS Liverpool, after all!). Fades in to me walking along about 3 times (Camera facing me all this time).

ELS of me walking along (in profile)&I stop at edge. People are there too, but they're blurred out in comparison to me. I stop by edge opposite the Liverpool Tate/shop before it, turning so I'm looking out towards side opposite the Tate.

Raise head to sky

, arms held out wide & enjoying feeling of wind against me. Face held to sky, sun much softer & I'm smiling, really happy, part of the world yet totally alone. People are walking in slow-mo (mostly old people for some wierd reason), and for a second or two, goes from ELS - MCU of old man's face looking amazed (open-mouthed) and goes clear. A woman a little behind him watches too, and maybe one or two others.

I lean forward slowly as I fall into the dock (Like standing on tiptoes, but leaning forward, and I don't wobble while doing this).

Camera shows me with arms still out like before, eyes closed, still smiling, legs out behind me for a few seconds. I open my eyes (Camera shows me from forehead to top of nose), water has changed from Merseyside grey to Mediterranean/Caribbean blue. You can see the sun reflecting off the top of the water like they do in all the holiday adverts and brochures. I swim around and go really low down, towards a cave tunnel that goes under the Blue Bar.

I can't remember what happened after that, but I do remember kind of drowning at the start of being in the water and not being at all scared, feeling really joyous. Let Go by Frou Frou played while I was in the water (starting from 'Excuse me/too busy writing your tragedies').

ELS - Extreme long shot
CU - Close up
ECU - Extreme close up

ECU - Extreme close up
MLS - Medium long shot
LS - Long shot
ML = MLS (I deleted the S and replaced it with shot by mistake)
MCU = Medium close up

I had this dream very first of all in November.

It suddenly came back to me on January 10th and has been looming in my mind ever since.

Part of me wonders whether it's a metaphor for suicide (I really hope not, as I don't think I'm suicidal, but... you tell me, warts and all)!

Answer 1

this is not a metaphor for suicide so DON'T WORRY!!!!!! I know a psychologist so i sent this page to him cause it puzzled me so i asked him many questions about it,so he told me what it meant and i would believe me any questions e-mail me as [e-mail] thanks

Answer 2

gosh way to much 2 read =]]> sorry

Answer 3

FORGET IT !!!

ITS JUST A DREAM