I feel fat.. I used to have a lot of disordered eating issues. I feel like I am relapsing a little...?

Question

Is it possible to be fat if some of my clothes are sized 0 (pants- most of my pants are 0's- but some of them are size 2.)? I feel like I am flabby and fat in my stomach. It's all I think about, but honestly, I don't know what else to do. Last week I threw up every day but I hadn't done that since last summer and I thought I was a lot better.... I can't even be comfortable w/ the guy I am dating touching my stomach.

I only throw up when I binge- last week I was bingeing a lot. And I know I should focus more on my clothes size instead of my actual weight... I am just really hung up on numbers and I went to the doctor recently and they weighed me and that was when I felt newly disgusted with myself. I do exercise a lot- I run everyday and I do marathons and half marathons pretty routinely.... I just dont know what to do.. I want to feel like I am skinny enough and that I can relax.

I feel like the tags lie- I think that a 0 is really like, a 5 now. :(

Answer 1

my best friend and I are each others support team, she has a eating disorder she also wears a size zero but still thinks she needs to lose weight my self I am alittle over weight and she my support for me to lose the weight since she is trying to help me, she's not worried about her weight. if you need some support or some one to talk to email me at [e-mail]

Answer 2

hey hunni u obviously need to do sumfin u r really skinny n throwin up aint eva da ansa jus do stuff to try to make urself feel betta n if u really feel dat depressed that ur boyf cant touch ya tummy den do wot i do do 50 or 100 situps before u go to bed n wen ya wake up but i also rekon u should go to the gym n ask ways to tone ur stomache so u at least hav a lil bit of sumfin n talk to a doctor if it gets worse XoXMwAhXoX GOOD LUCK

Answer 3

"used to" isn't a term i would use in your case. sizes 0 and 2 are grotesquely overly bony. you need to talk to a professional about this.

Answer 4

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Answer 5

You are still dealing with eating disorder.You are not fat.Call your therapist and see what they advise.Good luck.