I cant stand to be alone so I get one guy to spend the night with me 6 days a week and then have a ex lover come over on sat. afternoon and then make him leave and drive 4 hours home on a sunday. I dont want to get caught so as I rush one home another is on his way over. I'm a homebody for the most part but cant do much on my own. My front yard looks white trashy and I dont clean it up unless a man is there to help me. I'm so nervous about being alone I smoke like crazy and go on booze binges where I cant get out of bed on the weekends. I made the ex lover today take me to wal-mart to load up on groceries and a rake. Then I made him do some carpentry work in the house and then asked him to leave. I want allot of sex too but not to much attachement. Also the BF that stays with me 6 days a wk. he has been with me since last Sept. Will this eventually drive these men I so desperately need,AWAY? Btw I do have a dog that keeps me company but is not enough.
2007-01-14
12:47:38
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