We had been fighting on and off for six months. All I could get from him was that he didnt have it in him to give it another chance becuase he was so tired of us hurting each other. The problem was that sometimes he would do or say things that were a little insensitive, and, not getting my way, I would tend to freak out. What sucks is just when I finally realized what I was doing, so I oculd fix it, I lose him. He is the most wonderful person I have ever met, always there for me. I dont know what to really do. Ha, the last things we said to each other were insults out of anger, becuase I had been begging him pretty much for 12 hours staright, before bed and before I had to leave, and we were frustrated and angry with each other. He said he didnt want that to be the last time he saw me, that he still loved me very much, and wanted to be friends becuase then things wouldnt have emotions involved, but I could never do that, and I told him I didnt want to ever hear from him again.
2007-01-14
05:58:36
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musicgurl1
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Sorry, ran out of room. I wrote about exactly what happened on my myspace blog, you might want to read it.
http://blog.myspace.com/index.cfm?fuseaction=blog.ListAll&friendID=33466635
He has never said cruel things like that to me before, sadly, it was usually me that would say something horrible. Idont know if I should try to contact him eventually, or just let it go. He was the one that was always there for me, its hard to let that go. Maybe he just needs to see that I have changed, and that we could have a chance. There are things he definitly needs to fix too. I feel horrible for what I said to him...
2007-01-14
06:02:30 ·
update #1