i love knives, guns, axes, blood, death, cutting, stabbing, or any kind of death that ends slow and painful (but not with animals). and the only thing that makes me laugh is when someone gets hurt (like the show jackass). and i have bad depressing dreams of death, murder, and suicide(and have thretened to commit suicide) ive tried therapy and counceling but it didnt seem to work... in my bedroom i have an uncountable number of knives, and there is an axe on a nail on my wall.
2007-01-14 04:31:44 · 13 answers · asked by meatless_mind 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
This is just a guess, from experience, but have you asked your Dr. about possible Bi-Polar/Manic Depressive disorder?
My stepdad is Bi-Polar, and my son is too. My son, at age five, was talking about dying and killing people. He's also quite violent. This can be a sign of Bi-Polar Disorder. The manic depression can go with it as well. My son doesn't have the depression side, thankfully. Blood and death fasinated him also.
And just because you like these things now, doesn't mean you're going to be a murderer, but it could be a side of a possible underlying condition that can be helped.
2007-01-14 04:39:40 · answer #1 · answered by Voice 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Almost anyone can become a murderer. You have the choice not to be one. It seems you would rather kill yourself than be a murderer, so I think you are probably OK.
Lots of people fantasize about killing others, this is by no means abnormal.
You could have a sexual fetish for knives and pain, which can be expressed safely without the need to kill or inflict any harm on other individuals. There are subcultures into this kind of stuff. Try researching this S&M fetish to see if it fits you.
The suicide feelings are not necessarily related to your fascination with weapons. Lots of people love knives without feeling any need to kill people, or to kill themselves.
Good luck. Hope you find an answer.
2007-01-14 14:44:21 · answer #2 · answered by ags3y7 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
A large majority of people who become murderers enjoyed torturing and killing animals at a young age I'd say if you have the conscience not to hurt an animal then your probably fine but they only caught Ivan Mallat due to the fact one of his co-workers mentioned to the police he seemed to have an unhealthy obsession with guns so maybe you need to see another therapist
2007-01-14 18:20:06 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
You are reliving a former life. Our souls come back to earth over and over to learn and grow. Sometimes we come with extra baggage such as bad feelings, bad behavior, fear, and feelings of loss.
Lets way in a former life you were a Exocutioner or a Sheriff. Lets also say you killed people for a living and learned to enjoy it. You brought these feeling along into this life. You need to learn what it is and that you brought it along into this life. Only when you accept this, you can do something about it.
Hynotherapy is the best way to bring it out and release it. Find a good one who can take you back to former lives and get to the root of this problem. It is real and it can be done. Once you know it came from back then, you can acknowledge it and release it and live a better life, the one that God intended for you this time around. Our souls keep coming back to learn and grow. Find out your destiny for this life and live it. Once you realize that hurting others and killing others is not in the cards for you, then you can grow.
When conventional medicine does not work, therapists, psychologists and all, then it is time to turn to those that work on the soul. Start with hypnotherapy. Talk to a medium/psychic you truly will be amazed when they know everything about you and your past. Talk to one in person as this is prefered. Make sure you check them out well and make sure they do their work for God. There are charlets out there just trying to take your money.
Here is a good one back in PA, www.judycharla.com. Check out here site. I have used her and she is amazing.
You have to approach this head on without fear. What you will learn will be good for you soul and then you can move on and realize that death is not the end and your soul is eternal. If you take someones life, you will not grow and have to come back over and over and next time you will be worse situation like you may come back as a starving African child. Do you want to live that life?
Get to the root of your problems now and read as many books as you can on Spirituality. Any from Sylvia Browne will be good for you, or Rosemary Althea too.
Good Luck
2007-01-14 12:49:50 · answer #4 · answered by Nevada Pokerqueen 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
go back to that psychologist and try a new method. Perhaps find out why you are like this and solve it. Maybe you didn't give the therapy a chance. Everything a person does is because they want to do it...find out why you want to do that. Everything a person does a person is accountable for, perhaps you need to realize the consequences or possible consequences.
2007-01-14 12:41:37 · answer #5 · answered by sophieb 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
maybe you need to be on medication. It's fine to collect knives and such, but to laugh at someones pain and enjoy it is going too far. The fact that you question yourself is a good first step to help. Do you desire to kill or Maim? If so, call a Doctor or the Police and get some help.
2007-01-14 12:38:37 · answer #6 · answered by Mt ~^^~~^^~ 5 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Not necessarily but you really need to get rid of all the knives and axe. And get more help!
2007-01-14 12:36:27 · answer #7 · answered by blondie79_dumb 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋
Not Necessarily, But Pray Alot And Often.
2007-01-14 12:40:24 · answer #8 · answered by Julio H 2 · 1⤊ 1⤋
well do u feel like killing ppl? if u do then u need help! just dont hurt urself or anyone else!! thats verrry good that ur not hurting animals! usually killers start out killing animals.
2007-01-14 13:14:10 · answer #9 · answered by gratzie 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Probably.
Glad you don't live here in Toronto. We have enough nut-cases roaming the streets already.
2007-01-14 12:40:18 · answer #10 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 2⤋