had any of you have ever lost?

Question

a child can you share your experience

Answer 1

I have had 4 miscarraiges,1 abortion and 1 lovely little boy whom I love very much. When I was 14 I had a crush on a 21 year old boy. I admit it I pursued but I had no idea what I had gotten into till it was too late. I was alright with it though. I wanted a baby. 3 months later though. Then at the age of 18 I was pregnant again. After the last miscarraige I didn't realy have anything to do with guys. Till 18. 4months later I miscarried. Shortly after at the age of 19 I was pregnant again. I was scared. I didn't want to have it happen again. My boyfriend and his mom put a lot of pressure on me too. That isn't an excuse ,I shouldn't have done it but it is what happened and the circumstance around it. While they were performing the procedure I cried out that I wanted to die. It felt like my soul was being ripped from me. In part it was. If it hadn't been for the nurse that was with me I probably wouldn't be here today. I realy truly wanted to go and I was feeling like slipping away. Then she smacked me a couple of times and kept me talking. Then at age 20 I was pregnant again. I came back home and after I got off the plane I started to bleed. I went to the doctor and yep. I couldn't bear it. I got down on my knees and I prayed every night every day over and over GOD PLEASE I had to work a lot and I hardly ate but I did pray. On the way to work all the way to the delivery room. My relationship was not at all great you see he needed s p a c e . Don't be too hard on him though because I was bad for him just like he was bad for me. Gadge was born 6plbs. 14oz 22inch Blond hair and grey eyes. I didn't give my all to the lord yet. Not till my husband and I had dated 3yrs and then got married. married for 2 yrs and the LORD touched my life. All my pain and guilt from the babies before was washed away. Not that it doesn't still hurt because tears are here as I type. but I saw things with unblinded eyes. last year within 6months of eachother I had 2 more pregnancies. Both ended in miscarries. The first one was a boy and his name is Jared Layne.He was 4 months conceived We do not know of our other child. I still have faith in GOD for I know he was with us and I felt him with me while I was in labor with Jared. Sometimes bad things happen because it is a sinful dying world. That doesn't mean there isn't a GOD who loves us. He has forgiven me and not because of what I went through But because of what his son JESUS went through. to die for my our sins and cover them so we can be reconciled to GOD. He has been good to me it is MY decisions that hurt me.

Answer 2

I haven't but I've known 3 people that have. It seems hard and they all still cry alot especially at special times...one lost her's about 6 years ago, another 7 years ago, and the other 4 years ago. I will pray for you comfort and strength...good luck...there are groups out there the death of a child, they all have said it helps...try it!

Answer 3

Wow.. I think this would be a horrible experience, I lost a loved one once (my fiancee) but not a child. I would be terrified I think my life would never be the same.. I really hope this is not something that happened to you.. I heard someone say this once: Our kids are the ones who are suppose to bury us, we are not suppose to bury them.. Sad but true.. Best wishes.

Answer 4

no but a Friend of mine lost her son two years ago due to a rare disease she still goes threw the pain as if it was yesterday just pray god ain't gonna put nothing on you that you can't bare

Answer 5

I miscarried at 5 weeks and it was so devastating

Answer 6

so far, no