How the hell can I get losing something out of my head!?

Question

I can't quit thinking about how I lost my virginity. I'll first say we're both 20. My supposed "boyfriend" I lost it to isn't really keeping in any damn touch with me. We've haven't known each other long at all. It seems every time I call with my cell we get disconnected. I call back using my home phone and he is somewhere else or now busy with some shi+. I barely knew him before I lost it to him. I feel like a slu+! I said for years I was waiting until my honeymoon. Today I spilled the beans to a close relative and I heard after we got off she was pissed that i called her.She said, " What the hell am I supposed to do" to a friend of mine she works with. I'll admit, she was at work. I can't get this off my mind! What the hell should I do?! Should I bring it up with another relative? None of my relatives know him accept my mom knowing I have a new bf. What the hell do I do!!!??? I need my therapist but I don't see her until next week. What do I do???!!!!!

Answer 1

you need to move on and find someone who loves you instead of thinking about this.

Answer 2

You have got to realize it was a big mistake. But you can't go back and be the way you were before. You have got to get on with your life. Don't tell anyone else about it, because its a matter of time, it will come back to you and rehaunt you. Keep it to yourself from here on out. Admit and realize your mistake, and in your mind, start over. It will get easier, but not forgotten. But when you get a new sex partner, tell you mind ITS OK. we all make mistakes. (But remember it was not a mistake at the time)

Answer 3

Just because you lost your virginity with one guy dose not mean he needs to stay with you for ever. Your bring stress on to your self about this. A lot of guys date girls for sex and moves on. You should too if the guy don't want any thing more.