Do you think YHWH is leading me to the right path?

Question

I was born a Christian but a few years ago I noticed that their beliefs were eerie and odd. I finally left the church, quit believing that Jesus is the Moshiach...the whole 9 yards. People say that I'm being mislead by the devil but I'm actually learning more about YHWH now more than ever. Why am I so special that He let me see the light? Also 7 years ago I survived a fatal accident. Why am I sooooooo special?

When you were young.....he doesn't look a thing like Jesus but he talks like a gentleman...

[Chorus:]
What's this feeling?
My love will rip a hole in the ceiling
Givin' myself to you from the essence of my being
Sing to my God all these songs of love and healing
Want Mashiach now so it's time we start revealing

You're all that I have and you're all that I need
Each and every day I pray to get to know you please
I want to be close to you, yes I'm so hungry
You're like water for my soul when it gets thirsty
Without you there's no me
You're the air that I breathe
Sometimes the world is dark and I just can't see
With these, demons surround all around to bring me down to negativity
But I believe, yes I believe, I said I believe
I'll stand on my own two feet
Won't be brought down on one knee
Fight with all of my might and get these demons to flee
Hashem's rays fire blaze burn bright and I believe
Out of darkness comes light, twilight unto the heights
Crown Heights burnin' up all through the twilight
Said, thank you to my God, HaShem!

Said, thank you to my God, now I finally got it right
And I'll fight with all of my heart, and all a' my soul, and all a' my might

[Chorus]

[Bridge:]
Me no want no sinsemilla.
That would only bring me down
Burn away my brain no way my brain is to compound
Elevated my soul you're a flying my sound
Like the sun of a sun ray burning up through a cloud
Torah food for my brain let it rain till I drown
Thunder!
Let the blessings come down

Strip away the layers and reveal your soul
Got to give yourself up and then you become whole
You're a slave to yourself and you don't even know
You want to live the fast life but your brain moves slow
If you're trying to stay high then you're bound to stay low
You want God but you can't deflate your ego
If you're already there then there's nowhere to go
If you're cup's already full then its bound to overflow
If you're drowning in the water's and you can't stay afloat
Ask Hashem for mercy and he'll throw you a rope

You're looking for help from God you say he couldn't be found
Looking up to the sky and searchin' beneath the ground
Like a King without his Crown
Yes, I wanna get down
A King without his Crown
Yes, you keep fallin' down
You really want to live but can't get rid of your frown
Tried to reach unto the heights and wound bound down on the ground
Given up your pride and the you heard a sound
Out of night comes day and out of day comes light
Nullified to the One like sunlight in a ray,
Makin' room for his love and a fire gone blaze

[Chorus]

Reelin' him in
Where ya been
Where ya been
Where ya been for so long
It's hard to stay strong been livin' in galus (exile) for 2000 years strong
Where ya been for so long
Been livin in this exile for too long

I found HaShem, Yahweh, G-d!!!!! I feel so awesome. Be freed from those devils chains, it feels so gooooood!

What should I do?!! I need to do something.

Answer 1

You are leading your path to YHWH and not the other way around. Which by the way made you believe about YHWH? Do not be afraid about others telling you that you are being misled by the devil. Just make sure about what is the right thing that should be done in your life all the time. Discernment and understanding every wisdom you get is better than getting all the knowledge in the world yet not understanding each lesson learned.
Everyone is special including those who may have not survived an accident. For those who survived to tell a story, maybe there is some unfinished business that has to be done. Find it instead of gloating about it.

Answer 2

I think that in many ways reformed Judaism is reasonable but it does have its eerie beliefs as well. Conservatives have more and orthodox Judaism can match odd for odd with fundamentalist Christianity.

I would recommend watching the movie Dogma. It's message is one of faith as a journey of questioning. It's also funny and you will have to get over their depiction of YHWH (it's done by Romans and they don't have a problem with images although Rome probably put this movie on the banned list because of the nature of the image).

It sounds as if you might be on the rebound from your accident. Perhaps when you are more at peace you can come to appreciate the ethical teachings without the deistic baggage.

Answer 3

These are the ingredients that include mistakes: "He all robust and lonely and he desires enterprise." I'm no longer certain that He was once lonely. It certainly not says that. "And he offers Angels freewill as good which does not cross down so good when you consider that Lucifer storms off with a organization of them after looking to take over heaven." The side approximately Lucifer is speculative from a few passages written in Isaiah, however it isn't important to Christianity besides. "But we men and women meanwhile have got to be useful of being his partners so he creates the earth and lives for us to are living to turn out our valued at earlier than we will be able to become a member of him without end. But we do not rather are living as much as his expectancies, no less than so much people do not and the demanding interference by way of Lucifer does not aid." None people (no longer even one - apart from Jesus) are living as much as His necessities, however we can not turn out ourselves useful when you consider that we are not. If we had been, we would not desire a Savior. "So in a while he makes a decision to provide us a hand in it when you consider that we rather do not look to be getting the message and sends down his son to steer us again at the correct course. Which all viewed is rather just a partial luck when you consider that we nonetheless are living lovely sinful lives and cross to struggle and kill. But no less than the alternative to repent is there that is larger than earlier than." Actually, His plan for the Savior was once in situation earlier than the sector was once created. He knew He was once developing wrong creatures who would decide on unwise matters (similar to our children do). We can decide on to comply with the Savior, or we will be able to decide on to not. That is what unfastened will is approximately. Ultimately, the selections are all ours.

Answer 4

YHWH and Yeshua are one in the same...if you are being lead to Yeshua then you are on the right path, if not, then it is not YHWH

Answer 5

Why would God lead you away from Himself? He wouldn't. If it is not God then it is the enemy of God.

Answer 6

If God is leading you, it's the right path.

Answer 7

Oh honey....take your meds.

YHWH is a horrific tyrant of a god. There are still yet better choices.