I'm in a relationship with an amazing guy, who offers everything I could ask for physically & emotionally, but NOT financially.Before we moved in with eachother I started escorting because I was becoming desperate for $ to pay bills.One of my biggest fears,besides marriage,is debt and poverty.My bf eventually found out and forgave me,TWICE.But it has become almost like a HEROIN addiction!You know its BAD, but you can't stop, becuz the money is SO addicting! My bf talks a lot of marriage and kids,he wants it!I am terrified of the idea.First of all I am only 19 and he is 25.Yeah I'm too young,right?I know that, but everyone still thinks of marrying that special someone.Also my mother was married 8x,I dont even know anyone that hasnt been divorced at least once(even my friends that are the same age!).My parents dont have a problem with what I do either,so it makes it even more hard to stop. I want to stop and make him happy, but I don't feel like I can right now!Love doesnt pay the bills?
2007-01-10
04:52:12
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