I have outer body experiences a lot and I am able to see, touch, and talk to spirits. This happens 3-4 times every night. It is driving me crazy with being able to feel the cold touch of a spirit. I am now afraid of the dark and afraid to go to sleep at night. I grew up with my family treating me like an outsider and I had a very rough life and always held in pain and hid my feelings from others because I had no one to trust and felt as if no one loved me until I grew close with my boy friend's mother. I trusted her and told her a lot of things from my past and how I grew up. I started having outer body experiences when I was a kid but they got stronger in October of 2005 shortly after my son was born. That was also when I started communicating with the other side. When I pull myself out of my experiences, I sometimes lay in my bed crying. My boy friend does not want to hear it because he feels that he can't do anything about it but all I need is comfort. I only have one friend and she now thinks I am crazy. I told my boy friend's mother about it right after an experience because I felt that I can talk to her about anything, but she laughed at me while I was upset and crying and called me crazy. She started throwing every hurtfull thing about my past at me and told me how she thinks my life sucks and how I don't have anything. To hear her say the things that she said to me really hurts and brought even more tears to my eyes and all she did was laugh in my face. Then she told me that she would hate to leave me because I was so upset and down. She always told me that she loves me like a daughter and treated me like one until I told her about my experiences. Then she called all her friends and family members and told them how crazy she thinks I am. After she left I really broke down in tears and tried to end my life to end the pain. I regret opening up to her about my life and what I've been through. Now I am living a life where everyone thinks I am crazy except my boyfriend but he does not want to talk about it. I am 23 years old with a 3 year old daughter and a 14 month old son. I love them more than anything and I know that when I die, they will be effected, but I have so much pain built up inside and I am tired of it. I want to live for my kids but I don't want to keep hurting. I need a friend, someone to understand and listen to me and keep my mind on the right track. I feel bad that I made an attempt to kill myself without thinking of how my kids would feel. How can I ever forgive myself for commiting such a selfish act. There was too much pain built up at the moment with no one to turn to. Please pray for me.
2007-01-09 15:30:32 · 20 answers · asked by Lady Tee 3 in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
Will be praying for you! God bless!
2007-01-10 07:20:53 · answer #1 · answered by Miss k 3 · 1⤊ 0⤋
I will do a lot more than say a prayer for you my sister.
If you will have me as a friend; I will be your friend.
First off; you need to learn psychic protection. Sometimes the shaman has to be the 800 pound gorilla, and tell the spirits where to get off when they are being petty and cruel.
E-mail me and I will help you any way I can.
First off; we human beings have at least 8 sences instead of the five people hear about every day (hearing, seeing, sence of smell, touch, and taste.
the three higher sences are clairaudience, clairsentience, and clairvoyance.
These higher sences are most pronounced in children and animals. Then about the age of 6 or 7; parents convince their children that the events were all in the child's mind; and the child doesn't want the family, and friends to think of them as weird; so their subconscious mind begins filtering this data out, and is ignored.
As a child of 5 I experienced spirits that told me all kinds of things, and at the age of 6; I began encountering demons.
I told my guardians what was happening to me at night, and they beat me for lying.
I told the minister what was happening to me, and asked him to come to the house and do a house blessing, or an exorcism. He patted me on the head and said "My What an imagination!"
I told my doctor what was happening to me, and he put me (a 6 year old) on tranquilizers, and I became posessessed and did LOTS of terrible things for about 5 years. Sometimes; when they would take over; I was actually outside my body watching my body do awful things via the martial arts I learned. in those years; I cannot count the number of times I laid in bed with a ****** and loaded .38 special wanting my hell on earth to end.
I do understand and have compassion for what you are going through.
What do do;
1. begin by using a night light in your bedroom.
2. place an amethyst under your pillow. Europe has used amethyst for centuries to prevent nightmares.
3. place some obsidian or clear quartz peices in the corners of your bedroom.
This will make it difficult for the entities to be around you.
4. Last but not least go to your doctor and get checked out about your health. A lot of different hormonal things go on around and shortly after birth; so go get checked out just in case this is happening because your body is changing.
2007-01-10 20:59:41 · answer #2 · answered by Rev. Two Bears 6 · 2⤊ 0⤋
I am praying for you now, and for God's perfect plan to unfold in your life.
Everyone has a dose of psychic ability, and if it's controlled, it can be very much of a gift. I pray that your children get to know their Mother for all the years of their young lives, and beyond that.
By the way, you don't own your life, so you can't take it. God decides when your work is done, not you.
Peace sister. Love those little kiddoes, and take care of yourself, and remember...When Jesus came to the world, he was not even recognized by His own people! You have a close kinship with God Almighty in Jesus Christ!
2007-01-10 00:05:47 · answer #3 · answered by Lion J 3 · 2⤊ 0⤋
I hope you understand that with all the smut written on here, it sometimes becomes difficult to know which one to believe.
I will pray for you...consider it done. If you are serious, call 1-800-600-7395. There is a counselor there I believe 24-7 and they are astute to these situations and know how to pray with you and with faith. PEACE!!!
2007-01-09 23:44:47 · answer #4 · answered by David H 4 · 2⤊ 0⤋
I certainly will pray for you. You need to see a counselor. I can not tell you what your problem is, but get help either through your church or go to your doctor. They should know where to refer you and do it as soon as you can. Sometimes a social service would help you find help with out too much expence.
2007-01-09 23:46:37 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 3⤊ 0⤋
I have said a pray for you,but God helps those who help them selves. I am sorry for all your suffering,I do not get the connection of astral travel and communicating with the dead..
I would not consider suicide when you are talking with the dead. i will pray, but i really think you should speak to a doctor and maybe a priest.I wish you the best.
2007-01-09 23:48:09 · answer #6 · answered by gwhiz1052 7 · 2⤊ 1⤋
Sweetie, you are not to blame, your BF and his mother are, for their insensitivity. For all it's worth my best wishes (they are sort of like prayers, aren't they?) go to you. But you really should not blame yourself any more. You are still alive and well and you will not consider that option again, right?
I don't know much about out of body experiences and people who get that, but perhaps seeing a psych might help? It might be something your subconscious has suppressed?
Why not just tell your BF that all he needs to do is hold you and confort you after such an event.
2007-01-09 23:41:53 · answer #7 · answered by Developing Minds 3 · 2⤊ 2⤋
Dear Ma'am,
I will pray for you tonight. Please do not give up hope. There is answer for your problem and your hurts. His name is Jesus. He loves you very much and wants to rescue you. Do not continue with these out of body experiences. This is not good for you. This comes from one who hates you. Do not think about taking your life. This comes from the one who hates you. Jesus loves you. Jesus can help you and he will not turn his back on you. He wants to forgive you and to show you what is God's forgiveness. Please visit this
link:
http://www.lwf.org/site/PageServer?pagename=dis_WhoIsJesus
2007-01-09 23:41:14 · answer #8 · answered by adrian b 3 · 4⤊ 0⤋
I will be praying for you. I believe, as a Christian, that God forgives everyone. I am here if you ever want to talk about anything to get off your chest.
2007-01-09 23:41:00 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 4⤊ 0⤋
I had the same problem. Then I came to know Christ. He delivered me from OBE. out of body experiences. Accept Christ as Lord and Savior and those spirits will flee.
2007-01-09 23:39:20 · answer #10 · answered by Tribble Macher 6 · 5⤊ 0⤋
I'll pray that you will find the strength and wisdom to overcome this painful time in your life.
2007-01-09 23:35:21 · answer #11 · answered by Darktania 5 · 4⤊ 0⤋