I know it might sound weird but at that point when I wanted to just stop everything I never felt more real and close to the truth and closer to who I really am. Has anyone ever felt like this after such an experience?
2007-01-05 16:24:01 · 8 answers · asked by b 4 in Health ➔ Mental Health
yeah, i see what you mean. when i attempted suicide last yr, they locked me up for a few weeks. those few weeks i can honestly say were both the scariest yet happiest few weeks i can ever remember living!
now that i'm out i am still self harming and still suicidal and stuff, but yeah, that time was kinda weird with how emotions were and stuff!
2007-01-05 21:11:29 · answer #1 · answered by Bethany 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
i have felt that way but not after a huge experience i kept everything bottled up then last year i just got pushed over the edge and thats when i startd to cut then know its like a addiction once you start you cant stop.
but like if you stay close to the ones you love and the ones that love you then there your reason not to kill yourself
like think about
what you would be leaving behind
you would hurt all the people that love u
you never b able to talk to neone
just think about all the things that you would be leaving behind
2007-01-06 00:45:50 · answer #2 · answered by murpkels 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes, that's common...Was there alcohol use in your home growing up? if so, you can get free help going to 12-step Alanon meetings. You are not required to speak or share; you can just listen...
the 3 Rules of an Alcoholic Home:
Don't talk,
Don't feel,
Don't trust.
That's where I came from, so your symptoms sound very familiar...
It takes courage, everybody starts out afraid to come...but there are no musts, no shoulds, no advice giving.....just understanding, because we've been there....even if you didn't notice alcohol use, it could still have been there in a grandparent or someone...
2007-01-06 00:28:01 · answer #3 · answered by bjoybeads 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Many people go through traumatic experiences and sometimes see things clearer. The important thing is that you didn't kill yourself and now you can find your destiny in life.
2007-01-06 00:27:45 · answer #4 · answered by MadforMAC 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Never had such an experience, so I can't say. Glad you opted to stay among us.....
2007-01-06 00:27:04 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
we all have these feelings, some will tell you they dont, ive never met a person who could honestly tell me that they havent had those same feelings, the thing is , how do we deal with these feelings, what i started doing was opening up the bible , i started reading about how jesus loves me, how he died for me. how much he loves me. i just dont know how i could let him down like this if i did take my life , after he gave his for me. i just couldnt make sense of it after i thought of jesus.....
2007-01-06 00:30:06 · answer #6 · answered by D M 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Yes i think we all will at some time of our lives.
Don't feel the need to hurt yourself or anyone else like i have.
2007-01-06 00:33:48 · answer #7 · answered by michael b 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
yeap!.....Death is my friendly companion....him and i tango often!...I usually win the fight.....but he's always breaking his dragon breath down my spine....one day, I fear he'll win.....but as long as I have a candle.....the light will ward him off another moment longer!
2007-01-06 01:40:38 · answer #8 · answered by ♥♣♠Dragon Dust♠♣♥ 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋