Suicidal or not?

Question

Maybe a silly question but Im not sure if Id actually end up killing myself? I fantasize about it often and am very depressed. Im not who I used to be. I think I wouldnt because I have two small living kids and Im actualyl afriad of death. Am I still likely to go through with it? Or will I just continue on depressed?

My kids are 3 and 5. I lost a newborn not even a year ago and then theres other little things but since the loss Ive been worse at faking my happiness. I have a therapist but noone seems to understand how sad I am.

Answer 1

Talk to ur best friend if you need to see a dr

Answer 2

If you go to a doctor or therapist and tell them you're so depressed that you're thinking about suicide a lot, they should help you. They'll probably ask you if you have a plan and the means to carry it out. Be honest, make sure they know about your losing a baby -- it seems to me this could be a type of post-partum depression compounded by the loss of the child.

You may well not attempt suicide, but if you're thinking about killing yourself all the time, you could use some help -- and you deserve to have a professional care for you, not just get free advice on the Internet.

If you had physical pain, you'd seek medical care even if you didn't think the condition was lethal. This is the same. Also your kids are hurt by your depression. Below is an article about how children with depressed mothers are negatively impacted. NOT AS MUCH AS HAVING A MOTHER WHO COMMITS SUICIDE THOUGH. If you can't take care of yourself for your own sake, think of your kids.

Answer 3

Well hon,I wish you would seek help for the kids and your self,because the kids need you.I wouldn't want you to hurt your self or the kids.Now first of all do you have anyone that can help you?Life can be hard sometimes but you have got to get a grip.Jesus loves you and all you can do is believe in his word.Sometimes I get depressed because I lost some one very close but I try hard to keep up hope for my children.Seek help ASAP! Dont start off this New Year like this. .And god has a plan for us and suicide isnt one of them.GOOD LUCK !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 4

Even if you say you might not end up doing it I would suggest you do get help very soon! I don't think it's normal to fantasize about it and since you're depressed getting help would work for both things!

Answer 5

Hell NO ! ! ! ! !
You just get a hold of yourself and shake real hard. You got life and your going to live it ! Now get yourself together - talk with a very good friend - best of all, talk to your pastor at your church. We all have depression, lost hopes, and lost loves. What ever your depression is it can be worked out. There are a lot of people willing, ready, and able to help you.
You got your life to live - now live it! Do what you enjoy the most.
Talk with yourself and ask why in the Hell do I want to leave this beautiful world- if you don't think it is beautiful than move to where you think it is. Your going to change your life and get going - Please ! ! !
You may e-mail me and I will help as much as I can !

You Go Girl - You just get up and get going !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Answer 6

suicidal tendency but afraid to die. it may be associated with uterus problem. there will be hip pain-u may be withering. there may a decendancy of Syphilitic miasm in ur family. the following Homeoathic presc. shall help u to enjoy life.
HOMEOPATHIC.
1. AURUM METALLICUM 200/5ML/NO. 40 GLOBULES. DOSAGE: 5 TABLETS ON TONGUE WHEN U GO TO BED FOR 7 DAYS.

2. NITRIC ACID 200/5ML/NO.40 GLOBULES. DOSAGE 5 TBLETS ON TONGUE AT 8 AM FOR 7 DAYS.

perhaps u may have uterine polipi. try and get relieved of suicidal mania

Answer 7

how young are your children? could your depression be of the post-pardum depression kind? well, as someoen else who has been depressed and still kinda is, we've all thought that, but there are better ways than suicide, suicide seems liek a good way out becuse we dont know other ways to cope, but talk it out with some one you love, llife does get better. specially if u fall in love. i wish you luck

Answer 8

You are crying out for help. For the sake of your children who really need you seek help now.You are suffering from depression and it is normal since you lost a baby.Please feel free to email me if you want to chat.

Answer 9

It's a very good question. But please seek advice from a medical or psychological professional. We all want to help you but if you're feeling suicidal, do everything in your power to help yourself!!! Think about your babies! Get help today and break your depression, you might only need a pill!!

Answer 10

if youre talking about it, then its normaly a cry for help and the chances are you wont do it.
you should see somone as soon as possible though, being depressed for what ever reason isnt good.
Talk to somone who you feel comfortable with about how you feel, you should feel better after, but if not, you could go to the docs and ask for anti depressants
good luck, hope it turns out ok

Answer 11

Almost everyone who contemplates suicide, thinks about it before-hand. If you are going into details w/ your thoughts (how you would do it, etc), then you are probably on the verge of doing so. You need to seek help ASAP.