suicide or not i think it is but idk?

Question

im sick of ppl telling me i need to see a therapist well i jsut dont want pro. help bc i cutt,have an eating disorder, i tried to od,and i have planned how i was going to kill myself. why do so many ppl care about me??? what should i do??? im so scared to go to a therapist bc i dont want to go to a mental hospital and i know if i go they will make me!
i cutt and i have stoped eating... everyone at my school knows from teachers to principles.... no one understands..... im not crazy im a cheerleader and im a great student..... i just need some advice..... what will happen if i dont eat and in how many days????? nedd advice thats all.... why do people always say that the reason you cutt is bc you want attention.....
... everyone at my school knows from teachers to principles.... no one understands..... im not crazy im a cheerleader and im a great student..... i just need some advice..... i think about killing myself everyday and idk why i love my life..... i love everyone in it to

Answer 1

You need to want to change. You life can be so much BETTER.

I am on here many hours telling young people why they should not hurt themselves or kill themselves. But sometimes I think it is better you learn yourself. I used to feel like dying when I was a teen but thank God I did not. I now have a wonderful life a college degree, own my own business, have a devoted husband, and two fine young men (my kids) one in the Army and one in college.
What if I really would have done it? My husband would be lonely, my kids never would have been born and my family would have lived in grief, and the many teens I mentor would never have been able to turn their lives around. I have spent my life helping others. What would have happened to all those fine young people? And my Army commander son would never have been born and never have saved all the lives he saved (he got a Bronze Star) of his troops in Iraq. There was a purpose for his life. There was a purpose that he was supposed to be born and be in the Army.
My other son counsels his pals, he helps them several times a week, they need his advice and friendship. Where would they be without him?

So you see how we are all connected. We all are here for a purpose, you just have not found your purpose yet. But when the time is right, I promise you it will arise. You will have a grand life.

Once you release fear and your low self-esteem you will see the need to eat and be heathy. You need to find a higher purpose. Get out of the house and volunteer your extra time to help others. Go to a shelter, work with kids, pick up trash on the streets. It will make you feel better. Go to a gym and work out. Get muscles and strenghten your body. I guarantee it will help 100%. Talk to a dietician, follow her advice.

And start reading books (self-help) to improve your life. It has helped me. Here are some I highly suggest:

The Luck Factor by Dr. Richard Wiseman
Soul Signs by Rosemary Althea
The Eagle and the Rose by Rosemary Althea
Your Destiny by Robin Sharma
The Five People You Meet in Heaven by Mitch Alborn
The Other Side and Back by Sylvia Browne

Reading can help you grow. Getting involved will help your grow. Helping others will help your grow. As your life begins to change you will stop cutting and start eatting.
Then your on the Path to Your Best Life.

Good Luck

Answer 2

First off, i love you. your the first person i've found like me. I cut daily and don't eat. second you're right therapy is dum and they won't understand any better than anyone else. My friend proved that fact before killing himself so i know it doesnt hellp. everyone tells me i need help i say f u. now i'm not gonna be like everyone else and say you shouldn't kill yourself but think first, you say you love your life u could be depressed and suicide would be wrong. if yur gonna kill yurself don't tell people cuz then they will get you help and that makes problems, trust me my effing friends already caught me once and it was hospital and mental doctor for me. just think bfore u do as i said before and also i'm not mocking you these are my real conditions and i'm not trying to get u to kill yurself but yeah peace out

Answer 3

why, though? whats wrong? You dont say how old you are but I went through something similar from age 13-16. It was just out of bordom. I guess, I never told anyone and it wasnt obvious but I was lonely and just growing pains I guess.. It will pass. I know you dont want a shrink but maybe its a chemical imbalance? Pleace seek a doctor, or hope it passes like mine did. Good luck

Answer 4

No I know it feels like no one cares for u but just look around there are tonz of ppl that care for u u just have to reliaze it trust me its not worth it ive been there done that its not worth it so just tell the ppl that piss u off to **** off if u are happy who u are then **** what everyone else thinks

Answer 5

Life can be fantastic and meaningful if living in God's way. God loves you, and you are precious to Him. One who finds Jesus finds meaning of life, forgiveness of sins, hope of Heaven, and undying love.

In the Beginning God created heavens and earth.
God gives you air to breathe and sunshine to enjoy.
God gives you water to drink and food to eat.
God gives you a wonderful body and sound mind, to live.
God loves you, and you are precious to Him.
Son of God died on the Cross to save us from condemnation.
Jesus’ love is boundless and everlasting.
We have the hope of Heaven through Jesus.
Life therefore has fantastic and glorious future!
(Please must visit: www.spiritlessons.com)

Answer 6

You definitly need to talk to a therapist. There is a reason why you are doing all this, and a therapist can help you find out why. Do it as soon as possible!

Answer 7

Shun evil ,do good, seek peace.