I'm caught in so many mixed emotions, confusing and other things I don't want to talk about. What can I do? Right now, suicide is in mind. I'm sick of hiding behind a fake smile telling everyone I'm okay when I'm not. How do I cope? And how do I get the thoughts of death out of my head?
2007-01-01 06:49:20 · 15 answers · asked by Perfectly Insane 5 in Health ➔ Mental Health
First of all, I am sorry you are feeling this way. I think everyone goes through this at some point in their life, it is just that some people cope with it different than others. I don't know what your religious preferences are, but I would start praying really hard for some help from the man upstairs. I would then talk to a very close friend or counselor or priest or someone like that. There are some free hotlines you can call and be anonymous and just tell the person how you are feeling and what you are going through. If you are afraid of your phone number showing up in their system, dial *67 before you dial their number. That will block your phone number. Most of the hotlines are 800 numbers and they are free. You need to talk this out, sweetheart. It will really help. It only hurts worse if you hold it in. You DO NOT need to commit suicide, or even think about it. You truly don't know how many people love you and care about you and how many lives you have touched. I am sure there are a lot of people who look up to you also. Are there children in your family that look up to? They will think that suicide is the easy way out and it isn't, at all. Think about this....if you kill yourself, you will go to Hell. You don't want to go there. I think you need to talk to someone who you can confide in and just pour everything out. You have to be true to yourself. You can't always make others happy, sometimes you have to think about yourself first. I hope this helps and I hope you start feeling better soon. Take care. *~*~*~*~*HUGS*~*~*~*~*~*
2007-01-01 07:08:15 · answer #1 · answered by mother_of_a_princess 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
omg.... you sound SO much like me it's like I'm reading the thoughts in my own head. I used to think like this ALL the time about a year ago. And the pain was just so intense and so terrible I didn't think I could take it. I resorted to self harm, and handled things very badly. I was so down I didn't even know what I was feeling anymore. I just knew that it felt bad, and I constantly tried to hide a smile then I'd end up in a room crying later. A lot of it was self- hatred. But I'm pulling through it day by day and learning more about myself and how to deal with it. Email me, and we can talk. I think I might be able to help you.
Amanda
2007-01-01 08:21:25 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Please see a psychiatrist NOW.
Though, I do not know you're specific situation, I have been where you are, more than once. And I can guarantee you that I would have missed the best years of my life had I gone through with it.
I know people will say that "it will get better with time" and I know you will believe them about as much as I did, which is not at all. But please, have the faith to give it a shot. Try some therapy and possibly some medication if you and your psychiatrist agree that is best.
Medications are not fake happy pills. All the problems and baggage you have to deal with will still be there. The difference will be that you will be able to deal with them head on, and without the interference posed by chemical deficincies in your brain.
2007-01-01 07:33:09 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 1⤊ 0⤋
Talk talk talk. This is a good start, but I would recommend telling someone close to you or a doctor or counselor. These thoughts don't just go away on there own, at least not in my experience. I had to reach out for help. It was painful to feel so alone with all of those feelings. I hope this helps & I hope you can reach out to someone & get some help. As soon as I started talking it got better. I was diagnosed witgh major depression a few months ago.
2007-01-01 06:54:43 · answer #4 · answered by BSTER 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Ryan, the first thing you need to do is confide in someone that can be there for you when you need them. You need to tell someone how and why you are feeling the way you are feeling. If you can't talk to a family member than talk to a counselor. If you have no one else call the suicide hot line there are always people there to talk to. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you feel better.
2007-01-01 07:03:45 · answer #5 · answered by Daniel J 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
First breath in. You have a lot of life ahead of you. There are better ways to deal with pain. Do you have a hobby or something your passionate about. I got into photography and guitar. You can take up something that you are passionate about. There are better ways out than suicide. It's a new year, you can forget the past. If you need to talk, I'm always game for talking so just email me. :)
2007-01-01 06:59:42 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
It sounds like you are taking a lot of responsibility on yourself, and you miss being carefree. I don't think you are being hurt by others, but I think you are hurting yourself by trying to hard to be something that you might not be ready for. The most important thing is that people know how you really feel about things. You shouldn't wait until you get to an unbearable point before letting people know, because then you may do a lot of damage to yourself. It's okay to step back and say, "I need some time to myself." If you don't do that from time to time, you will breakdown.
2007-01-01 06:53:14 · answer #7 · answered by greeneyedprincess 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Well, I never hide behind a fake smile telling everyone I'm okay when I'm not so I am not sure where it starts for others to behave that way.. perhaps you should seek help from a professional , they sure help many people with similar problems.
2007-01-01 07:05:01 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Absolutely. I had a best friend from 6th-11th grade, and this year she basically stabbed me in the back. She used to be a person with good morals, and who would stand up for her friends. The only thing wrong with her was how judgmental she was at times, but everybody has their flaws. Now she's lost even the good things about her, and she lied to my friends about what she did so they're all taking her side when they don't know the truth. Life is fun, right?
2016-05-23 03:30:42 · answer #9 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Suicide is not the answer to everything or anything the best thing to do is talk to someone you can trust I feel as though I can trust my friends with my feelings my best friend helped me get through my breackup with my xbf last year witch was hard for me but things got better. I think the best thing to do is to talk to someone that you think you can trust if you know them very well and you trust them talk to them they can help I know I can. So if you have any thing you want to talk about email me. I have helped some one from this thing before and we became friends. So if you want email me if you need to talk. nikkikristie@yahoo.com or at nikkikristie1990@aol.com I can help I got help with my problem when i thought hurting myself was the way to make me feel better.
2007-01-01 07:02:42 · answer #10 · answered by nikkikristie 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋