My lover of 7 years died suddenly from leukemia 5 years ago. When I met him, I was a black man in my late 20's who was just coming to terms with his bi-sexuality. He was a divorced white male dad(with two daughters), 51, business executive, rugged(Marlboro/cowboy man type), and very ambitious loving man. With him I fell in love for the first time. He made me very happy. I am sure I did the same for him. We did things together. We were two regular musculine guys. I was totally devastated when he passed on.
After mourning him for 2 years, I decided to pick up my shattered life and find another true love. Now in my late thirties, I found out the hard way that most of the people out there are not really interested in relationships or anything monogamous/true love. I decided to post my experience here before giving up. I am sure there is somebody out there who might offer advice. Will I ever find mr. right again? Thank you for reading.
Sincerely,
Brian.
2006-12-31
13:45:34
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