family problems.?

Question

does anyone has them

when i was younger . he used to beat me up over small things.now even when i'm 25. there is no more physical abuse but more of emotional abuse. i really cant take it anymore. now i try to avoid him he still try to find ways to pick on every little thing i do.from what i wear basically everything. he always calls me stupid fat pig. he even accused me of smoking/drugs/a **** but the funny thing is that i did not touch all those things. and i dont wear like a ****/i dont date around much/ i never smoke/i never drink. and i did study up to university level. i mean comparing with my other siblings. they were school dropouts smoke etc and i;m the one who gets blame for everything. sometimes i wonder why does he hates me so much . and yes i have hated him very much too . i thgt by minimising communication. we can sort of work things out .. at least he dont get angry when he sees me.

i;m so tired of all this . don't even ask me to talk to my mom. i talk to her before she said stop giving her alot of problems. i was like i'm a problem??? my dad always says i am always the one to wreck our family.. i mean sometimes i dont even know what did i do .. keeping quiet is wrong.. talking back is wrong.. mabye i should just die and nobody even cares.. dont ask me to move out. if i move out he will accuse me of being an arrogant b%^$% .(our culture do not permit unmarried women to live on their own) i;m just waiting for the day that he will chase me out so that i have a reason to leave because he asked me to leave .. anyone what should i do... or opinion plz.. i really am suffering... not physically but emotional .. one day i can just die .. thats why i never trusted men .. any dads around or anyone. plz help

why does my dad hates me so much?

Answer 1

Wow. you need to move out of the country. Does you education allow you the type of job to do this??

You do need to get away from those people. I can't see any other way to keep you sanity.

Answer 2

your problem is serious. do one thing write down what u want ,don't write what u don't want. like u want your parents love u etc(u want) don't write they don't hate me (u don't want) everyday in the morning see it & belive me it will change everything. but firstly u have to belive it.

this come in my mind through a movie its name is the secret watch this movie u get to know

beleve me it will change ur life

besides this

i don't know talk to some psycaterist or take a seccion of hypnotherepy

i don't know what u will think of this but i can tell u this much only
or

do ur study & then start doing job & get out of your house
do ur best

take care

don't even think of die

live ur life

it's beutiful

best wishes