Within the last week,including today I have felt like I may have had 2 panic attacks,but I am not for sure if that is what it is.See,when I was5my father committed suicide,but a month before he did I had a dream he did and I was @ his funeral.Now I know I didnt like have a vision,it was probubly due to my surroundings&with the things he was doing at the time.It freaked me out none the less.Now,I am 16 years old and I have had these very scary dreams. Both of them are of my mom dying.Now since I was so young when my dad died,I have gotten incredibly attached to my mom. When my dream shows her dying,I immediatly wake up.Its like I am either already hyperventilating or I start to.I also either again am already crying or start to.Usually they dont last very long,but while I am freaking out I am just staring at the ceiling trying to convince myself that I am ok and I end up calling her just to hear her voice to know she is ok. Is this a panic attack or what?
2006-12-29
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