I just want to end it tonite. I have tried and tried to work out all the problems in this family........?

Question

and I keep getting treated like a dog. I am in ahome where people claim to be Christians and they make me cry all the time . I am not feeling sorry fo myself. I am hurting and I am suicidal.

Answer 1

You can't help people who don't want to be helped. Take time away for yourself.

Don't kill yourself, sweetie. There's so much out there, and things DO get better. I've been there. I've had suicidal thoughts all my life, but I've learned that my life is worth fighting for.

But your self worth is being brought down by people who aren't respecting you, or so it sounds. I don't know what situation you are in or if you can remove yourself from it, but if nothing else, go take long walks and enjoy your time alone. Do some reading alone. Whatever you have to do to help yourself be happy and safe (that's reasonable), do it.

But remember that if other people are treating you poorly, and you want to kill yourself over that, you'll be killing yourself over people who aren't worth it. Your life is more important than how they treat you.

You might also want to find someone to talk to. You can find a counselor or a friend. If you don't have any friends, you can e-mail me ([e-mail]), and I will do my best to listen.

Whatever you do, don't take your life. You are loved by someone even if you don't see it right now.

Answer 2

Sometimes Christians are the cruelest people. They have been misintepreting their bible, but that's another thread, another day. Commiting suicide will not solve your problems. Your soul can and will get past this moment, just hang in there. Don't let them get to you. Be strong. Find someone to talk to that you trust, a teacher, a close friend or another adult you know. Relax and remember that nothing lasts forever, this too shall pass. Also - the people in your family probably have some serious issues, feel for them and move away. Someday you'll walk out of their house on your terms.

Answer 3

I don't think that it's that bad. I know you may think so, but it's not. GOD the father say's, he will not give you something you can not handle, and as far as saying you are to the point of kiilling your-self is just wrong. life is a gift and you, and every life is precious your's is no less than the next. I think you should be the better person and realy find you someone to talk to. I'm not telling you to seek help, just a friend you can talk to. Make a new friend if you have to. Some kind of way you need to take the stress out of your life. I wish I could talk to you more about this so for now keep in touch this way O.K..?

Answer 4

suicide is not the answer Life can deal some tough blows but it is never worth ending your life Trust me I grew up thinking the same way that it would just be better to end it then one day I realized that all the bullshit was behind me and now I am a stronger person because of my past. I mean I had it really bad people were not just treating me bad I went threw rape, molestation, a mother coming after me with a butcher knife trying to kill me, getting the crap beat out of me for eating all my vegetables. Life can be hard just hang in there and keep telling yourself that one day it will all be behind you. Remember when someone does something bad it will ALWAYS COME BACK TO BITE THEM IN THE YOU KNOW WHAT!

Answer 5

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Answer 6

Thanks for posting here.
I know what it's like to live in a home where they make you cry all the time.
I know what it's like to be suicidal.
And, that time has long passed for me.
So, I want to recommend something for you.
If you have the use of a phone, call The National Suicide Prevention Lifeline at 1-800-273-TALK (8255)

or The National Hopeline Network at 1-800-SUICIDE (784-2433)

or The Jason Foundation - Community Assistance Resource Line at 1-877-778-CARL (2275)

All of these lines are available 24 hours a day/7 days a week.

For longterm relief from your suffering, I recommend "doing the food" at Radiant Recovery dot com - http://www.radiantrecovery.com
Why not start reading there tonight?

Sending you hugs,
EmeraldSky

Answer 7

In college, I learned that suicide is "surrogate murder." It would be murder, but you love these people too much to hurt them. That is a good thing!!!! You are worth more than you are feeling credited for. Suicide will hurt EVERYONE; most of all, you.
If you can get out of the house, go out for coffee at a local book store to read, meditate or pray

Many people who claim to be Christian have not studied the words of Jesus. If you stick to the things he supposedly said (from the Gospels, NOT the Pauline letters) you will find special comfort.

Do not kill yourself. Doing so will kill some part of everyone in your life.

Answer 8

I believe you. If you think you may actually commit suicide, call 911 immediately.
Now, let me tell you a little story about my life. I grew up in a family with 6 children. I was the middle. Mom was abusive verbally and physically. Dad did not intervene. When I grew up he apologized for that. It affirmed me greatly, but my siblings continued to follow mom's patterns of abuse. I felt very alone in the world.
When I was 16, God blessed me with a sister. I met her at a church we attended. We have been through thick and thin together. She has been auntie to my children and I have been the same to hers. She is my touch stone and knows all my secrets. I know all of hers. She tells me when I need a reality check and I do the same for her.
What I am telling you is that you don't have to dispare. Many families are dysfunctional. It has always been my desire to be close to my siblings. I pray for them still and wish them well, but for my mental health I don't keep in touch with them anymore.
God promised he would not leave us comfortless. My "God sister" is my family. He gave her to me and he can do a similar thing in your life. He wasn't through giving me comfort by providing me a sister. An estranged neice (because of divorce when she was a baby) of my eldest brother has become like a daughter to me over the past 10 years. She has children that feel like my grandchildren. Her husband feels like a son in law. I just spent Christmas with them and the love overflowed.
God is a God of restoration. He will bring you through this and bring people into your life that will love you and SHOW it!
You don't want to die, sweetheart. You just don't want to live the way you are living. Give it to the Lord. He is a God of provision and will supply your every need, including strength to grow up and move away from people who emotionally abuse you.
Please, don't throw the greatest gift of life away. Call for help if you really think you may harm yourself. Life is worth living. Hold on.

Answer 9

Unfortunately, not all "Christians" understand the power of words. They learn communication skills by watching television non-stop, and the best tv has to offer is constant cut-downs and demeaning statements. I have no idea what the situation is at your home. But you need to seek outside help. I saw several who posted the National Suicide Hotline number.

In the meantime, King David was feeling pretty low after King Saul was pursing him, wanting to kill him. He felt that everyone had turned against him, and that is when He wrote many of the Psalms of the Bible. I've copied one of the most popular, Psalm 23. Read the words and let God speak to you through them. It will not be easy, but find rest in God your true Father.

Psalm 23
The LORD is my shepherd; I shall not want. He makes me to lie down in green pastures; He leads me beside the still waters. He restores my soul; He leads me in the paths of righteousness For His name’s sake. Yea, though I walk through the valley of the shadow of death,I will fear no evil;For You are with me; Your rod and Your staff, they comfort me. You prepare a table before me in the presence of my enemies; You anoint my head with oil; My cup runs over. Surely goodness and mercy shall follow me All the days of my life; And I will dwell[a] in the house of the LORD Forever.

Another great Psalm is Psalm 91. If you don't have a Bible, you can look it up on www.biblegateway.com.

I have said a prayer for you. Don't be afraid to seek help from a local pastor or friend. Not all Christians behave this way, and you do not have to deal with this alone.

May God Bless you!

Answer 10

if you are suicidal you need to go to the emergency room or call the suicidal hotline..one person cannot work out all the family problems..i know that from experience...there comes a time when you need to stand up for yourself and decide that you will no longer be a door mat and walked all over..
go get help...you are co-dependent...and you need the tools to deal with all the family....life is not worth giving up.,..my sister who has terminal cancer would be more than willing to trade places with you right now.!!!!

good luck