im 17 years old, 18 in jan.
I just graduated and I been drinkin alot lately been gettin drunk, im happy to be gone, and thats not the issue. Im heartbroken. that everytime I care about someone they dont care, and a revelation just hit me I realiuzed the cops are all currupt,I really dont want to live no more Life is so very Cold. I write poetry and the news paper ppl was shown my poetry and waere amazed now wanna pay me to write poetry I should be happy, yet whats money worth whn u dont got someone to share it with. I swear Muthafukers beat the **** outta ppl jus for insultin em. I heard of a story of a guy who was talkin **** n these guys followed him and nearly killed him and now hjes MR. how cold is that?, and I was drunk the othe day I went from a guy who cared alotabout this chick then I started gettin violent and callin her a *****, but the coldness of all that is becomin a part of me. Iv decided to contiue on move forward wit life. yet I feel like the lord no longer loves me
2006-12-24 05:31:49 · 9 answers · asked by Anonymous in Society & Culture ➔ Religion & Spirituality
and what the **** is the point in contiueing to breathe if he who is highest has forsaken me, could he be makin me a strong dude?
2006-12-24 05:32:33 · update #1
You are very young and wanting answers about life. Drinking to forget my friend is not the answer. When you awake in the morning the problems still exist. All drinking gives is Dutch Courage, the ability to be happy temporarily. Give yourself a chance. Try a little prayer, it won't hurt, even if you don't believe in Jesus. We all have mountains to climb throughout life. If Jesus was beaten, pieces of flesh thrown from His body, thorns pushed into His scalp, and nailed to a cross, what problems have we. Everyone thinks their problems are the greatest, I can't walk but I thank the Lord for His mercies that I can see, hear, feel and speak.
2006-12-24 05:42:31 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Blah,
I can feel you are reaching out for help. I used to drink all the time and I was very cold hearted and thought the whole world was the same. I was at the point that I didn't want to live. I found help through treatment for alcoholism,and a &12 step program. There really is a lot of love in this world. Seek and you will find. I hope you find the help you need so that you can change your name from Blah to Joy!
2006-12-24 06:00:53 · answer #2 · answered by D.D. F 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I don't believe in god. You would be much better off if you didn't either. It is true that there are a lot of bad people in this world. A lot of unkindness. But there is also good and kind people. You are so young. You may have many relationships before you find the right person for you. Despair and indifference can become an addiction. You are what you think. If you dwell on the negative and only surround yourself with these things that is how you will feel. Hang in there. I am proof that bad times can get better.
2006-12-24 05:44:18 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 1⤋
Have you truly lost god? Or have you lost yourself to fear and uncertainty? Having someone to care for is very important. Having someone to love and to love you is the most important part of humanity.
Love, faith and hope all center inside of you. You are the beginning of it and you can share it openly. First though, you must share it with yourself.
I'm not going to scold you for drinking or for being cold to people.
I am going to offer you a shoulder to cry on and ears that will hear you. You have not been forsaken by anyone. You are starting down a path of self destruction because your spirit is in pain. Let us heal your spirit, the rest will come and all will be good. Once you are happy again.
I am here for you.
En Tis Blethec.
2006-12-24 05:46:13 · answer #4 · answered by tian_mon 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You need help, why don't you go see a shrink and find out what your problem is? You think your life is so bad? How about the ones who are crippled, or have no arms or legs? how about the ones who have cancer etc.? Stop feeling sorry for your self and except the life you have!
2006-12-24 05:38:39 · answer #5 · answered by Gerry 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If you spent more time praying instead of feeling pitty for yourself.stop the drinking and stand up on your two God given feet and be a real man. God will never leave nor forsake you .It is us who turns our back on God Hes the same yesterday today and forever. Just be thankful that he has given you another day to thank him for what you have merry Christmas
2006-12-24 05:37:20 · answer #6 · answered by xlhdrider 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
God has never forsaken you, It is you that has forsaken him, Stop & think, your drinking itself may be running away girl friends, I know as a teenager I used to drink alot, But God save me when I was 20 yrs. Old, I am now 57
2006-12-24 05:36:35 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
You'll find peace, hope and encouragement in the words of God.
I suggest you start with the Psalms.
2006-12-24 05:36:10 · answer #8 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
You gotta stop hangin out with cold people. You continue digging this hole, and soon you're gonna be waist deep in crap, and it'll get harder and harder to get out.
2006-12-24 05:37:11 · answer #9 · answered by Greg S 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋