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Question

wat is a 13 year old supposed 2 do when she is more than 2 faced(more like 2 brained) acts cold, unforgiving but helpful and kind, knows a hell of alot more than wat she supposed 2 know, been throught hell, WAS suicidal, has special gifts, has great beauty(but denies it herself), almost doesn't know her real mother, her father whom she never met is dead, has talents, does well in school, is antisocial, and always feels 2 ways about everthing, not 2 mention she different and the same in every way possible. (ex: she wants and does not want attention; she loves death and seeing little ones cry but at the same time she fears death as much as she will stand up 2 it and hates 2 hear any1 cry and wants 2 be kind 2 them right away or she' ll start crying because she emotional and emotionless. wat am i supposed 2 do? i hate humanity and like it and want 2 study (them) sum day yet 4 sum reason it's like i have a human side and a demon side. i feel like i'm going 2 go crazy, my mom has oldtimers.

Answer 1

well i felt alot like that when i was your age.i turned out to be bipolar.but most of what your going through is just from getting
older.your body is chaging rapidly,and sometimes it is VERY
confusing.talk to some one you trust.a school guidence counsellor is also good.not to sound like a mom cause like i said
i felt the same way.but both my girls went through a serious
dont understand anything phase.their both fine now.and my oldest did it at 12 and my 2nd girl did at 14.i think the biggest differnce between their experinces and mine is i tried to be there
for them.try to have a merry christmas.ps if you feel like hurting
yourself or others talk to someone asap.

Answer 2

I think you mean that your mom has Alzheimer's. Are you sure? It's pretty rare in someone young enough to have a 13 year old. Try this site: www.alz.org for more info.

Right now, your hormones are going crazy, which is why you feel that you're two ways about everything. It will be tough for awhile. You can see a counselor -- your school can help you find someone.

Try this book: The Seven Habits of Highly Effective Teens" by Sean Covey. I think you'll find that it helps a lot.
Good luck!