This is getting completely out of hand to where I can't do certain things such as writing, drawing or listening to music when I want to, I can't even think or say certain words, can't eat, barely able to sleep at all from this idiotic need of mine to repeat words, avoid similar situations, etc. It used to be just repeating certain words, but now I can't convince myself that nothing bad will happen if I just ignore it all. I don't even know half of what I'm doing and I still do it all completely involuntary. I'm about ready to ram my head right through the freaking wall if this doesn't stop.
I need help. Ignoring these thoughts or feelings isn't working anymore, and my parents refuse to believe I have any obsessive compulsive problems so I can't see a doctor or anything. I'm literally ripping my hair out and crying from frusteration. Please. How can I get these repetitive issues to go away or at least become milder?
I'm sorry if this posts twice. It wont show up and is pissing me off.
2006-12-21
17:02:00
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