I'm from Delhi and living out of India for almost over 12years. In 2003 I contacted my far-related Brother-in-Law who is managing a Buying house in WEST Delhi for a USA based importer. I asked him to help me to relocate in Netherlands as I was told by him, he has his own company & warehouse there, which later I found was a lie. Instead of it he asked me to work on 50% profit partnership with them in China and help them establish office there. I was carried by the dreams they showed and failed to see real picture. I made 3 visit to china during that year before taking both brothers (Brother-in-law and his younger brother). During that trip I realized I'm been used as a guide to show them various places in China and found myself working as Pimp for them as they could not speak Chinese and need me to arrange girls for them. later his younger keep coming to China and on each trip every evening engage in sexual activities, once he even made intercourse in front of me. I was weak and tolerated all this as I badly needed business. But later I refused to work with them and parted away when they ask me to arrange call-girl for an employee who they brought on one of the trip. I just could not stop feeling low & guilty about myself. During one of trip to Delhi they arrange Russian Call girl for me also which I took to give them face but stayed away from her due to fear.
What make me confuse is that
1. Every time they made sex on that very same bed in hotel room they will say prayers - Are they thanking God and asking him to provider better girl next day or asking for forgiveness, if forgiveness then why God is partial
2. Why after leaving them due to fear of GOD, I'm without work and income since last Jan 2005 till now. Is my faith in him was weak or he virtually did not care or rich can get better favor from him then others.
I know I should have not worked with them, be a pimp for them or first place weak to do all this. Now when I have done it, rejected it for future by turning away it then why I'm subjected to his law and not them, as I found they are getting blessed more and much everyday then me.
Is GOD real or just myth
I was Baptist but have stop going to church since then as I'm not clear if my worship, knowledge is correct, is my decision to turn away was right
Please advise where I made mistake, should I go back and be pimp or GOD is partial in delivering his judgment as I have no money to offer to him
2006-12-18
14:27:29
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If you believe it was wrong to do these things, then you made the right choice to stop. I believe God tells us what's right or wrong for us by using our feelings and our conscience. Whenever I do what I believe to be the right thing, my God takes care of me. Doing the right thing does not mean that God will then give us what we want. It means God will give us what is right for us to have. Prosperity is in your mind, not in your wallet! I don't have a lot of "things" but I am usually happy, so who is more prosperous? The man who is happy with what he has or the man who must have what he wants in order to be happy? I don't need money or lots of luxury to be happy, I just need a good relationship with God. That gets me through everything from temporary blindness to kidney failure, to cancer and the loss of my mother. Instead of dwelling on what I don't have, I practice gratitude for what I DO have and then I share it with others. If you are sorry for what you did, tell God and then ask Him to show you what you should do next. Then, LISTEN to Him and do it! It's said that there are three answers to prayer: yes, no and not yet. Be patient and trust that God wants to show you your rightful path: all you must do is listen and follow. When you are on your deathbed, I can guarantee you that you will not regret doing the right thing! Your reputation follows you, money does not. Good luck on your journey!
2006-12-18 14:41:21
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answered by wollam43 3
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Hi, I think there are a lot of people on this world that don't have a lot of money or not having it at all. Some of these are very happy and some are miserable!! There are a lot of rich people who are happy, and there are lot of rich people who are suffer more than those who are poor. So in my opinion, poor is not really how much you own, but how much you really feel that is right for you. When you feel that you're happy, then that mean you're rich. God doesn't favor the rich or dog at the poor. It's them doing it to themselves :) My friend, there are a lot of thing doesn't go well in this world and we usually blame it on GOD. Is it really his fault? Take my advice, if you see the wrong in this matter and that person, this feeling is natural and happening because you're harboring in attachment and discrimination. God don't need your money, the only feeling inside you is attached to yourself that make you feel devoting to offer him money. You attached to the reputation that nobody even care for, but you. You should just chill, and be happy, then GOD is by your side. Wish you well...
2006-12-18 22:42:22
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answered by jackiephitien 1
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This is a great tragedy in your life.. I understand how you are feeling. But don't worry. It is my strongest belief that God is there on our heads. His hand is always thrown wide open even for sinners. He might be waiting for an opportunity to punish the sinners with a punishment equal to their sins. Have patience and never question God. He is the Almighty and knows what He is doing. Have an everlasting faith in Him. Keep your search for job and struggle in life going on, and one day God shall end His test and reward u beyond your imagination. Just remember one thing. God is not a made-up thing like money. He is real, existing and not a fiction. Money was created by humans, helpless creatures who always struggle for useless "comforts". Whereas God is something divine, something greater than money and why not, with the power to create money. Now say, which is greater, money or God??? Have faith in the Lord, He will always be there, carrying you through difficulties, even when "money" doesn't help you.... Gud luck.... :-)
2006-12-18 22:38:51
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answered by Swathi Rao 3
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This is What God ---The Creator Wants!!!
Each morning upon rising, and each evening before sleeping, gives thanks for the life within you and for all life, for the good things the Creator has given you and for the opportunity to grow a little more each day. Consider your thoughts and actions of the past day and seek for the courage and strength to be a better person. Seek for the things that will benefit others (everyone).
2. Respect. Respect means "To feel or show honor or esteem for someone or something; to consider the well being of, or to treat someone or something with deference or courtesy". Showing respect is a basic law of life.
3. Once a council has decided something in unity, respect demands that no one speak secretly against what has been decided. If the council has made an error, that error will become apparent to everyone in its own time.
4. Be truthful at all times, and under all conditions.
5. Always treat your guests with honor and consideration. Give of your best food, your best blankets, the best part of your house, and your best service to your guests.
6. The hurt of one is the hurt of all; the honor of one is the honor of all.
7. Receive strangers and outsiders with a loving heart and as members of the human family.
8. All the races and tribes in the world are like the different colored flowers of one meadow. All are beautiful. As children of the Creator they must all be respected.
9. To serve others, to be of some use to family, community, nation, and the world is one of the main purposes for which human beings have been created. Do not fill yourself with your own affairs and forget you’re most important talks. True happiness comes only to those who dedicate their lives to the service of others.
10. Observe moderation and balance in all things.
11. Know those things that lead to your well-being and those things that lead to your destruction.
12. Listen to and follow the guidance given to your heart. Expect guidance to come in many forms; in prayer, in dreams, in times of quiet solitude, and in the words and deeds of wise Elders and friends.
Wahoo!!!
2006-12-18 22:38:03
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answered by Anonymous
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Listen to this not for nothing but you been here lng enogugh to knoew that GOD rules here and if u didn't know that then may be You SHOULD GO HOME. i was born here and raised here and still i cannt get a brake. so parten me if i dont feel our plight right now.
your here in the so called U.S Of A. THE LAND OF THE FREE
lol.
2006-12-18 22:50:48
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answered by nikki 2
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Money is just an object...and nothing more. It is the root of all evil, as it says in the bible. Don't but money before God. Trust me, it will ruin you life.
2006-12-18 22:42:12
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answered by imag4dream 3
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Well, they say money makes the world go round so...
2006-12-18 22:28:48
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answered by Atlas 6
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