what would you have done??

Question

okay so im a freshman in HS, its not the age that matters in the situation i guess.i have made several post about this matter.to make it short, i have broke up with my gf after a 7month relationship because of problems such as insecurities,lack in commitment,etc.it was a hard choice but after some weeks of suffering thru what i had to put thru, i had to end the relationship.i thought that was the right thing to do, but quickly i regreted for saying "**** it" and she stuck with that option for the next couple of weeks after the break up.
i eventually let her do w/e she wants cuz i dindt want to bother her.so she basically distant herself from the last week of our relationship till 2months later.i have sometimes wrote her notes, and she knows i still love her tha same.
so eventually 2month later she wrote me a note askn me if i still like her etc. that kind of got my hopes up but i guess that was foolish of me.in the beginning of this week she asked me if i wanted to be friends again an

and i said sure, and i wrote her a letter of all this bs about how we broke up for a stupid reason. so i decided to go to her hockey game today. and i soon saw that she wwas fvckn around wit this guy that she once liked and still do now i beleive.it was hard for me to see the scene of what was happening;i eventualyl fled the place and was in anger. i still love her thru all this.but what shuld i do? i beleive that i shuld even try to be her friend. cuz she finally decided to put me back in her life after 2months of not talking. i beleive that in time it will show if we were meant to be or w/e. what would you do if you love someone so much but you see so much bs happening.

Answer 1

You need to move on and see that there a more fish in the sea so to speak. You will find a nice girlfriend.