plz someone read this and see if you can understand where im coming from?

Question

since like freshman yr ive been feeling very depressed like i hate myself, it goes away but always comes back. when it comes back its worst i feel so ugly and like i cant i just CANT fix myself, i dont wanna go to school,work , or anything i hate myself. i feel like people are always staring at how ugly and weird i am.i use to be happy and confident like 3yrs ago. now im juss like a peace of sh*Yt I ALWAYS wanna cry and dont know why.i say things i sont mean alot of them. i feel sooo sick of life, idk i dont like this feeling its eating me alive but i dont know what to do. im only 16 and i feel like im a mess,my life is worthless, and i dont want to feel this way, i hate myself but i wouldnt kill myself im scare of going to hell, and i feel bad for my mom. also, i feel like i hate my friends and everyone. i feel like im such a bad person i shoulod just die and go to hell.i cant stop cryin.someone help me plz..anything u can tell me will help idk thanks for whoever reads this.

Answer 1

Sweetie you need help with clincial depression or you are also still in puberty. Find an trusted adult you can tell and get help, Iam not a nurse or doctor , just someone who cares

Answer 2

Jessica has anyone in your family ever been diagnosed with clinical depression or Bipolar Disorder Type I or II? Any type of disorder like these (which all it really is, is a chemial imbalance in your brain) usually shows its first symtoms at your age. I have Bipolar Type II and had my first "psychotic break" was at 17 and I felt exactly the way you do. I, unfortunately, had very old fashioned parents who did not believe in such things and did not take me to the doctor so I just got worse and worse. I locked myself up in my room for almost an entire month and nearly failed my junior year in high school, my parents were getting into trouble for me not going to school, and I became addicted to laxatives. I had no control over my life so I decide to take control of my weight and my body. I am 5'7 and and heavy boned with a bigger than average frame. At that age and with my body type I should have been weighing between 155-170. I got down to 126 and looked like death warmed over. My eyes were sunken in and you could see my hip bones protuding out and it looked horrible. My aunt finally made my mother take me to the doctor and I was so anemic and under weight and depressed that he wanted to put me in a treatment center. Well my parents finally opened their eyes and so did I. I woke up to the fact that there was nothing wrong with me...I had this disorder that was causing me to be clinically depressed and made me think that I was unworthy of even being alive. Please reach out to someone and get some professional help...God put you here for a reason, you just have to figure out why. I am now 37 and the mother of two boys (13 and 9) and my family leads a very normal, healthy life. I do have to take medication to help control my symptoms everyday, but its such a small part of my life that I don't make a big deal about it. Please see a doctor and do it soon. Good luck and God bless!

Answer 3

First have Mom make you an appointment with your family doctor. He/She may need to run some test to determine the cause or rule out possibilities They might recommend another doctor. He/She may put you on an antidepressant. Please know that nobody is Mentally ill. There is always a physical cause. It may be chemical imbalance, trauma, genetic, enviormental injury, drugs, brain injury, etc. There is help and the first stop is talk to you parent(s) and have them make a doctor appointment for you. We are just beginning to understand "mental illness". We may not be able to "cure" but we can control symptoms. Your life can be so much better it is not necessary to feel this way. Good luck

Answer 4

I know how you feel, life can really suck sometimes. You feel really unhappy and bitchy and most of the time you dont even know why you hate everyone but you just do..., Everyone's always screaming medication (although it sometimes works), sometimes I drive or take a walk all alone. Talk to yourself (Iknow it sounds crazy but what do you have to lose) Try to straighten everything out that going on in your head by explaining it to your car, its about the one thing that will really listen. At least it makes me feel better ( and you know that it wont say anytthing behind her back to anyone to make you more pissed)

Answer 5

I suffer from depression and you might have a mild case of it or even anxiety. Maybe your life is not what you want it obe and so much is going on and it hurts, take one day at a time. Tell your teachers you are having a problem concentrating and need help.
Is something at home bothering you. Sometimes just getting a good night sleep helps.

Answer 6

You should see a doctor and tell him or her how you feel. It sounds like a classic case of depression to me. Sometimes the chemicals in our bodies just get out of balance, and we need some medicine to get them regulated again. It is nothing to be ashamed of, no more so than someone who has to take insulin because of diabetes. Many people do not want to take medicine for depression because they think that other people will think they are "crazy".
Please go to a doctor and get some help, so you will feel good about life again.
Best wishes!

Answer 7

You should talk to your guidance counselor or mom right away. You can call 1800 273 8255. This "help line" can find counselors in your area you can talk to. If your insurance does not cover sessions with a therapist they can help you find one who will charge on a sliding scale. With a combination of therapy and medications you can come out of this depression. Over 13 million Americans suffer from depression, there are excellent treatments available.

Answer 8

Everyone has entities following them where ever they go. when people feel depressed it meens their entities are closing in on their souls and makes them feel very depressed. I have a 21 year old female following me called can who died over 1000 years ago. If you could find a spiritual person who could banish these evil entities you would feel alot better about yourself.

Answer 9

howdy ma, pay attention, please have not got a newborn at the variety of youthful age. you ought to graduate extreme college and ensure what you prefer to do alongside with your existence in the previous you convey yet another man or woman into your international. i think of what you actual choose is somebody to speak to and somebody to care approximately you. somebody to steer you interior the suited direction. have not got a newborn out of spite because of the fact then you definately will go through greater and you have an harmless newborn suffering good alongside with you. the place will you reside, how are you going to devour, how are you going to help your self and a newborn. i comprehend it could look like existence is demanding good now and no person cares besides the undeniable fact that it gets greater effective. in case you won't be in a position to locate somebody to speak to or talk in self assurance to, i'm right here. basically e mail me and that i will attempt my terrific to enable you to to help your self. Having a newborn good now will quite harm you.

Answer 10

I completely agree with Joy. Take care of your self and professional help can not solely help you, you have to want to help your self too. It sounds like you do. Good luck and remember life always goes on.