this is my life, this is my hate
i cant stand the thought to contemplate
this lust inside of me
worse than sweet rape or sodomy
its something bitter, something grotesque
i cant believe i want her undressed
i pussyfooted out underneath the moon
and watched her sleep, a coma gloom
i unzipped the door and watched her
its so crooked, so repulsive, so impure
i wanted to steal her but instead
i just kissed her forehead
i slept inside her bed one night
she was so sweet and heedless
to what was in my head that night
i cant help it if the flower does not bleed
her flesh is programed inside, its what i need
if i could mutate, believe me i would
but the skin, the lips feel so good
im so loathed, im so lonely
shes my one and only
i am sorry for my curse
its in my vessels which makes it worse
in my tummy, shes so yummy
her muscles so chewy, oh so gooey
what more can become of me
this little secret inside of me
it rips me from head to toe
i wish this cancer would just go
2006-12-11
15:49:22
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