i love my friend...
but we both are girls..and she is unaware of this love that imhaving towards her..
i wish to live with her..be with her ..just like a male partner..
but smasex relatiosnhip is a taboo in out society..and our country...
im a christian girl..while she is a muslim..
i doubt...she would accept me..
as she always talks about settling with a handsome man..
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i hate myself for falling in love with her...
she is in my mind..day and night.
i cant get over my obssesion on her..
my self conflict is destroying me...
i hate it...
i have an identity conflict...too..
i always been like a man inside...though im born as a girl..i prefer being a man...
i admire sporty attire's..and man casual wears..
i have no interest in female attire's..but i have to wear them...for the sake of the society...
cant wait to end my life as a female..and hope to be born again as a handsome guy so then i can marry my dear friend...
2006-12-11
02:35:42
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