I am tired of all the ****.....I get abused and no way to get anywhere......I have had my heart broken its like dust now....My friends are turning there backs on....My bff rather clean then talk to me.....I keep acting like I am happy....Never am....Sick of life....I realize life just ****** sux......Noone truly cares....I have no ******* clue why I am writing this....I told my therapist I wanted to kill myself.....She just made me another appoinment to see her....I skipped it....I wasn't in the mood for her bull **** therapy....I don't think my meds work.....They took me off of my depression medication.....I might just take a bunch of sleeping pills....Cuz I know it will edefintely kill me.....I am 19 and Life ******* sux.....I cant get order of protection against my dad cuz I can't get to the court house.....Oh well I don't think I really wanna live anyways.
2006-12-10 23:54:13 · 12 answers · asked by *you make me feel invisible* 2 in Health ➔ Mental Health
if something has happen with your father, then mental health should be steping in and helping you with that. They will also, give you a ride to the court house, and you can file against him. Even the police station you can do that.
It is not worth killing yourself though, you cand work through that depression, and you need to keep those appointment with your therapist when she wants you to come in. Trying to kill your self with pills don't always work, you could just end up a veg. and be put in a hosiptal for rest of your life. I don't think you would enjoy that neither. So even thought you don't think things are working at MH, well you should know that they can not cure every thing over night, nor will med's be the answer, there is no magic pill out there. You really need to get into your treatment plan, and contract with them that you will contact them if you think u are going to off your self. There is light at the end of the tunnel, even if you think there isn't. It takes hard work, and you really have to want to do it . So go back to your therapist and see if they can't get you to the court house or a police station to file. And stay in therapy so you can work through this , and live a much more happier life.
2006-12-11 00:17:09 · answer #1 · answered by Ladyofathousandfaces 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Hey. I Know Im Just A Random Person, But I Know What You Are Going Through (not with the abuse directly but i know how it is with abused people) And You Just Need To Find Something That You Can Do That Will Get Your Mind Off Of Everything. Mine Is Making Bracletes(sp?). It Just Helps Me With Things And It Just Allows Me To Consentrate On Just That Nothing Else. And About Your Friends Confront Them About It. I Know It Could Be Hard Cause You May Not Want To Look Stupid Or Something But Its Better Than Having False Ideas About Things. And With Your Theripist I Would Just Straight Up Tell Her/Him What They Are Doing To You.
I Probably Havent Helped You Much But I Just Thought I Would Try.
Love,
Katt
(PS: If You Ever Want To Just Talk To Some One Im Normally Online And My sn for yahoo is xxsilentxblissxx and aim is the same)
2006-12-11 02:32:01 · answer #2 · answered by Katt 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am really sorry to hear that your life is full of *** at 19. And my advice to you will sound like more of it, but here goes. Your depression may be due to a condition called hypoglycemia (low blood sugar). It is something you can control by the foods you eat, and how often you eat them.
Trying a 2 week plan to control your blood sugar will not change your dad's behavior or your friends' attitudes, or maybe anything at all, but it might be a start.
There is some info at www.hufa.org - the low blood sugar link, that may explain it a bit. If you want more info, e-mail me through my profile.
You may want to give yourself and life a 2 week reprieve, just because death is so final.
(......) - big electronic hug.
2006-12-11 00:01:13 · answer #3 · answered by Pegasus90 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
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2016-09-03 08:29:42 · answer #4 · answered by ? 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I checked your profile...you are a very lovely young lady.....you profile says your interests are:
Playing video games, writing lyircs/poetry, writing stories, singing, listening to music, chillin with my friends, surfing the net aimlessly, being crazy!!!
Sounds like you have lots to live for...there is always a way out of a bad situation and your life will get better......but if you end it you have just wasted your only chance to be somebody.
2006-12-11 00:00:46 · answer #5 · answered by Judy the Wench 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Kind of hard to fix problems when you ball them all up together. Prioritize them by ..what you can fix easily. Which are quick fixes and which are long term. Will you need help to accomplish any of them? When you decide your tired of hurting and playing games with yourself make a serious effort. TRY!! Nobody can do it for you. You have to do for yourself. And I'm not talking suicide, I'm talking putting your life together. I bet you can do it if you invested 100% in YOURSELF. GOOD LUCK!!
2006-12-11 00:03:48 · answer #6 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Pray to God and go to church every Sunday & go to some therapy but also go to some outgoing fair or to the movies by yourslef
FIND NEW THINGS TO EXPLORE AND IF YOU GET OUT THERE..YOU MAY FIND A LUCKY MAN!lol
2006-12-10 23:58:03 · answer #7 · answered by raven*** 3 · 0⤊ 1⤋
I don't know your situation or the live your living...But there is a saying...... Never give Up ..........no matter how dark times are there is always a way out.... hang on and believe.
2006-12-11 00:01:17 · answer #8 · answered by Kakhuisdraaksemaat 2 · 1⤊ 0⤋
hey girl calm down. there has to be at least one person in your life who cares about you, and wants to help you. its easy to give up but worth it to keep tryin.
2006-12-10 23:57:22 · answer #9 · answered by haat 5 · 1⤊ 0⤋
please don't take the sleeping pills, call this number instead ok 800-789-2647 think of something positive ok I love you and lots of other people do too (keep your head up ok)
2006-12-11 00:13:47 · answer #10 · answered by DON'T GIT LOC'D UP 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋