I need some help just hand whatever advice you can or are willing to give?

Question

yo normally I just make up questions for fun.

but this question is 4 real, alright my life has a large amount of stress. and things that have happened just has turned me bitter,
yet I care alot about people I just dont show it. like I went around the city flirtin with all these girls then i met one i liked i froze up i didnt open up to her and now we are no more. my sadness just refers to inner Anger, I write poetry and its powerful, and theirs a Woman I care so much for, sometimes i feel guilty and like im a lost cause and just someone that nobody gives a **** about and the only thing im doin is taking up air to breathe , it seems when I pray to God things get harder maybe he;s testin me tryin to turn me around i dont know I aint God. anyway back to this woman I cant express to her and say what i wish to say, I feel sometimes i dont deserve her and I should just let her find some other guy that will not be like me.

Iv turned kinda Cold, and Lately money and this new yellow mustang has been only my care, but this money is in the hundreds, and if i had to choose between this woman id give up the money gladly. swear to God shes worth more then anything this earth can give or offer, Yet my cold heart don't allow me to be real or open up to her and makes me shy, she knows how i feel bout her, shes ******* beautiful, me n her came from differ sides of life her lighter and me the darker, I was told maybe i need to have myself a cry but I cant cry I got so much Anger in me.

im open to any advice u ppl can give.

n to all wise asses, chick on a cock and die .

Answer 1

Oh dear....you know your faults and only you can fix them. Anger takes up so much energy, you need to use that anger to your advantage. No matter how upset or angry you get dont react on it...step back take a deep breath and think before acting. Make everything positive. God might be testing you but your not listening to him. Your are struggling w/yourself and your fears. You seem intelligent and like to get what you want and its not going your way this time since you want it so badly and your not thinking straight. Open up and let people in...dont hold the stress in..people will be more understanding and helpful if you only let them know. This girl will make the decision if you deserve her or not. For such the go getter this women makes you think your not worthy enough for her....come on. You need to let her know and be open and relax. This might be the one thing that makes you feel complete and gets you on the right path for success. Wouldnt it be better to let it out and even if it doesnt work out w/her atleast you gave it a good effort and a wonderful friendship results from it.

Answer 2

If you truly care or even love this women then you should tell her. Tell her how you feel. Sometimes when you put materialistic things over love ones sometime you will lose them. Do you want her to leave you alone. Everything has a purpose. Be a man and take a chance and express how you feel before to end up with money and a car and no one by your side. How about you write her a poem about how you feel....if its powerful like you say it is then she will get it and you two can hopefully take it a step further by you talking about how you feel. Its nothing wrong with crying. You are human and have feelings....remember that!!!

Answer 3

listen man, you need to remember that your life may be stressful at times but you never take it out on others. you need to be a man and teel her how you feel. and about god you should try and turn your life around. its very hard but you would be making the right decision. i am not a christian but i try and you should to.

Answer 4

i'm kinda of in the same boat. my guy is very closed to the fact that i love him he pulls away from it but to answer your question you seem to have ideals in place but now its time to be true to your self and move forward and be happy. god gives us life lesson that we can handle we just need to take the first step and love our self than things would work in your life. when we come down on our self's we tend to forget the positive things you do try looking at them and take a moment to say i love myself and i need to open up in my life.i can go on on but if your feeling down just I'm me at [e-mail]

Answer 5

i would really like to help. but i feel that we need to talk more so my address is [e-mail]. i too am dealing with a difficult one and along the way i have found some things that may help.