Is this helping my bulimia?

Question

Kay let me begin. I'm bulimic. I'm 14. I'm 5 feet 10inchs tall and weigh 98 pounds. I'm a ballet dancer/ model. Here's the "good" news for most of you. I'm in a recovery center. But here's the thing... It SUCKS. i came here because my school counsler and my parents made me. But this place is aweful. They make me feel like i'm this horrible person for thinking that builmia was the right answer. I mean i know it was wrong but it's not like i murdered someone. But they always are tell me... you should be ashamed that you did that. So now i feel like everythings my fault and that i should just quit trying to do anything right. So basically i'm still builmic cuz this recovery center from hell isn't helping. I don't know what to do... should i leave?? (if my parents with let me) or should i try and stick it out (even though it's just making me want to throw up more)??

aka annie-

i'm trying to get alot of different opinions. That's all... sorry if it's bugging you... you don't have to answer

Answer 1

I was bulimic for years and it was killing me.

However, I remember making myself puke because I had it in my mind. I can't control the situation around me but no one can stop me from making myself puke. NOT good!

I have been free from bulimia now for 3 years. For the first time in my life I feel in control of food. I do Atkins or Low carb. I can eat and not feel the urge to make myself vomit. I have come to the place that making myself vomit isn't worth it.

I have total implants in my mouth cause I killed my teeth with my puking. Your teeth will ruin too if your not careful.

Please just listen to the recovery center and stop making yourself vomit. You are murdering someone (yourself) I know I have been there.

Answer 2

You are losing it slow, your lifestyles traumatic approximately your weight. Do you fairly desire to spend the relaxation of your lifestyles throwing up simply so you'll think convinced? Don't you've gotten different objectives in lifestyles like visiting,profession,peers, and household. You can't support your self till YOU desire support in your possess lifestyles. It sounds as though bulimia as grew to become some way so that you can manage lifestyles's stresses. You need to face up to the urge. It isn't convenient and also you ought to take delivery of that obtaining over an consuming disease is a protracted procedure and takes plenty of labor.

Answer 3

sweetie you have a serious disorder that can kill you they are worried that they might lose you. you are so young and you have taken a good step into getting help I would stick it out. I know its hard when you just want to give up but its not about them its about you. YOU. be healthy because you want to eat right exercise. but dont throw up ur food. I know how you feel. you are not a bad person its not your fault its the disease and that is what you need to rem learn how to control it and take it over. look up on the computer what the builmic actually is and what it does to your body. I wish you the best of luck and I hope you get through this. rem its not your fault and ur not a bad person.

Answer 4

You have asked this question 4 times within the past 24 hours, and you asked the same question 6 days ago. This is the only question that you have asked. You have received lots of good answers. I don't know what you're waiting to hear, or wanting to hear.