i plan on dying by stabbing myself in the stomach.. i'm homeless and it's cold here in columbia.. i'm reaaly sick physically and mentallly ill.. nobody loves me i wanna die because i can't stand life ANYMORE.. ADVICE BUT NO STUPID ****.. there r no rooms at the innthey r all crowded..i just wanna be with my grandpa in heaven ..i died twice already for overdose on crack but i've been clean for over 11 months..please help!!!!!!!!!!
2006-12-08 05:19:04 · 12 answers · asked by sapphire s 1 in Health ➔ Diseases & Conditions ➔ Other - Diseases
How can you have access to the Internet if you're homeless??????????
GROW UP there's alot worse than you
2006-12-08 05:23:45 · answer #1 · answered by nursej 4 · 0⤊ 4⤋
1. if your homeless how come your on here ?
2. stabbing yourself in the stomach will just hurt A LOT and could take hours to actually kill you DONT DO IT!!!
3. there is ALWAYS someone who can help you ~ even if your not faithful try a church or street mission
4. im sure your grandpa loves you very much and doesnt want to see you just yet, hed be happier if you held on even if its just for one more day as that next day might be the day everything changes
hang in there, i know its tough, slept outside myself a few times and it is possibly the most horrible thing ever and a problem that needs fixing with all the wealth we have
just hold on ok
2006-12-08 05:24:31 · answer #2 · answered by Ðêù§ 5 · 3⤊ 1⤋
@bmac: you can be homeless and have access to the computer...it's called the library (I'm a librarian, we get homeless folks here ALL the time)
I can understand what you're talking about. I wanted to kill myself when I was 19 after I had just gone deaf and found out that I had 2 new brain tumors and started radiation therapy.
First, is there a free clinic you can to for the medical/health issues? Have you tried going to social services?
Secondly, I realize that if you're homeless, you're also probably alone (no family), but you mentioned your grandfather. Think about him and what he would think. Don't think what he would say based on how you feel right now, but be honest with yourself. Do you really think he'd want you to kill yourself or would he rather have you fight!
2006-12-08 05:33:33 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 5⤊ 1⤋
I would suggest that if you have been clean for 11 months then get in touch with members in your 12 step fellowship, and work the program ~ you are suffering from a fatal disease. If you don't have a 12 step program contact Narcotics Anonymous or Alcoholics Anonymous and get help from people wo have walked the path that you are on and survived! God Bless You
2006-12-08 05:28:31 · answer #4 · answered by camel140791 2 · 2⤊ 1⤋
i dont choose to die. yet considering theres a particularly likeley danger im going to besides, i could choose to die doing some thing adventurous, like a undercover agent project or some thing out of project imposibe 3 because of the fact the discomfort would be rapid if i comprehend its going to be over! So convey me an journey!! lol.
2016-10-05 01:26:23 · answer #5 · answered by esannason 4 · 0⤊ 0⤋
first God bless u
if u believe in god they say u dont go to heaven if u commit suicide .. so u wont see ur grand pa...
i have a theory on life
now sounds kinda strange but that pulls me up
i feel in life u get tests and till the time u dont clear them u face them again and again
eg if i am born with no eyes and u say am such a loser coz am blind and suck whole of ur life in ur next life u born bblind again...
i know sounds weird but i believve in it
so way out is to fight out that pain that struggle so that i dont face it again n again
you are champion girl... u have kept clean on crack which most people cant in this world... u are above many mortals... u are the winner somewhere
know its cold know its bad... and its pretty easy for me to say hang on when i am sitting in my house... however girl... as the song by REM goes...
Sometimes everything is wrong. Now it's time to sing along
When your day is night alone, (hold on, hold on)
If you feel like letting go, (hold on)
When you think you've had too much of this life, well hang on
'Cause everybody hurts. Take comfort in your friends
Everybody hurts. Don't throw your hand. Oh, no. Don't throw your hand
If you feel like you're alone, no, no, no, you are not alone
If you're on your own in this life, the days and nights are long,
When you think you've had too much of this life to hang on
... god loves you.. be urself..... try to lift up urself... and you would find u not alone...
once i read something... as kid didnt pay attention but today when am sad i remember it
it was ... when u are alone sad and almost ready to give up..... recall remember the poorest most helpless person u seen.. a leper... a beggar... a kid in somalia with no food... and say to ur self that thanks god am lucky i am better.... and god give me strength to pull not only myself up.... but also the people whom i just thought off....
Amen
God Bless You.....
Dont give up.... Hang On
2006-12-08 05:28:44 · answer #6 · answered by rocks_life 4 · 1⤊ 1⤋
I just have one question for you? How much do you love your Grandpa? Your grandpa may not be here on this earth with us this day but I quite shore he love's you so much, he's want you to live life to the fullest and make him proud of you! Live Life He would want you to do so!
2006-12-08 06:01:32 · answer #7 · answered by Chosen One! 1 · 1⤊ 1⤋
Yes. The internet question is a good one. I also wonder why you need this sort of attention as well. It really does not gain you much. Perhaps you ought to get yourself busy with someone who might need a bit more than you. Or something you could be interested in other than your own problems. It really helps to get outside of yourself in order to put things in perspective.
2006-12-08 06:07:00 · answer #8 · answered by hopflower 7 · 0⤊ 3⤋
What are you talking about? You've alrady died twice for od'ing on crack. If you've already died twice, why haven't you been on Oprah or Jerry Springer yet.
You must be doing pretty well as a homeless person if you have internet access, though.
2006-12-08 05:23:20 · answer #9 · answered by momofmodi 4 · 4⤊ 4⤋
If you kill yourself you will go straight to hell! You won't see your grandpa. And besides, homeless people don't have internet. Grow up and get over yourself. Get a dog who will give you attention. But please, don't stab the poor animal.
2006-12-08 05:51:26 · answer #10 · answered by Sonia 2 · 0⤊ 5⤋