I can't beleive myself i just let all my feelings out!!!! I Love this boy seriously but when my friend asked would he ever consider going out with me he replied no in turn she asked Y he just looked at her. It took my friends 1 day to tell me and that hurt..... when they tld me i didn't let mit affect me soon enough at lunch i was in the line waiting to get the lunch (he was in the line but i cut him and 10 other people because i got it like that) and i just starting to get really down suddenly i'm not hungry n e more (weird cause im always hungry) so i walked back to my table where my friends where i conviently didn't have a seat and just leaned against the wall then just slowly slide down the wall. as i set there in the crouched position i put my head in my gloved hands ( i'm in georgia with know snow but hey i love my gloves) and slowly pull my head back up and push my hair back my breathing becoming shallow then the tears just started to fall freely i couldn't help it ( this isn't the break down) My friend ,Monica, asked "whats wrong" "nothing" i replied laughing then whats that wet stuff around your eyes she said nothing while another tear rolled down my cheek gently. I laughed it off and then it was time to go so we left the cafeteia then i didn't have any patinence for my friends slow walking so i left them went in the building with out my crew and got my book from my fave teacher trixxy (she used to be a stripper) i mean Mrs.***** i mean Mrs.Cox room got my civics book and made my way towards Mrs.Vacum room i mean Mrs.Hoover andwhen i got there i took my seat then he walked in a sat down (we had the same class together thank god he's no where near me) and i couldn't stand look at him so i walked out i still had 1 minute and 30seconds left so i fournd my bestest friend Briana and we walked back in class where he was there in all his perfect sexiness and couldn't take it. Itook my seat and just started to feel my breatyhj get shallow. "Hey Shermany if you feel bad i got somethin to make you feel better" Joked my associate Jhonathan I looked at my friend nick and once pushed back my hair with my gloved hand. The tears just started to flow out and i cried and couldn't stop by this time most of the class in in there except the teacher Mrs Hoover, then i went to my BFF and she said you don't wanna be in here and i replied with a shake of my head no and i just cried harder so i sat down in a chair and tried to calm down i finally got some nerve to go back to my desk and was starting to hypervenalate but another associate, kiana, started to help me breath normal which took 2 minutes and then the tears slowed down then i went to Mrs. Hoover and asked if i could have a tissue she replied Theres napkins on the desk (I wanted tissue(s) but hey)i got one (mind you his desk is 2 away from hers) and tears started to come down harder then i started to walk towards the desk when mrs hoover asked if i needed toclean myself up "Yes" i replied i need to get out of there as soon as i turned the corner i broke down i just cried so hard i slamed my back against the wall and slid down it quickly and kept crying then when o got up to use the bathroom to clean my self up it was locked so i went to the office ans asked for the key but they said i needed a pass i didn't have one so i jus walked backed to class i stopped by the water fountain and got a drink wioed the restof my tears help my head high and walked back in class and took my seat. through the class i just laughed at every joke and i must have looke crazy especially after what happend then 5th period me and briana skipped and went to the gym towards the end of fifth period i put my head on Briana's shoulder and said well his loss and started to cry again she don't cry i said im not she said yes i was so i stopped but every time i think about him by heart feels a great pang i knew i really loved him. Nobody believed me. my friend nick told me that my he wouldn't go with me Because if he did Morgan and the rest of the prep would talk about him because i'm black and he dosen't want to be picked on. Why the hell should the matter?????? Well i now he can be happy because right now my heart is breaking but when its done ill mend it best i can and it truley will be his loss right????
2006-12-06 13:33:55 · 8 answers · asked by Queens230 1 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
i really messed up 30 years ago. i had a sweet honey but i drop ed her because of my friends pressure, man what a mistake.
2006-12-06 13:38:48 · answer #1 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Girl, you shouldn't be in love with a boy that can't accept you for who are truly are. Race in a relationship doesn't matter. His friends must be a little racist, because they can't accept an interracial relationship. At the same time, they could be jealous because as a black girl you were able to get attractive attention from a boy from their little prep group. They know they've heard that saying: "Once ya go black, they never go back."
2006-12-06 21:45:11 · answer #2 · answered by tweety 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
If a guy really like you then race would not be a factor, he wouldn't care what his friends thought or said. He's obviously a coward if he can't tell you straight out how he feels and does not have alot of self esteem if he makes decisions based on what his friends will say. You might like him but he's just one of many guys you will like over the course of your life so don't dwell on the situation learn from it and move on.
2006-12-06 21:50:22 · answer #3 · answered by Forever_Young 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Race is only an issue in ignorant peoples minds. I know this person might be HOT but obviously maybe a bit ignorant. I shouldn't say that completely because there are probably some reasonable reasons why you might not date outside your race but at least they could tell you what they were to your face. Cheer up!
2006-12-06 21:37:26 · answer #4 · answered by Zippy 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
No offense but that would make a good story and you would make a good writer by the way you used all those words. Anways, if that guy wont go out with you because he would get made fun of cause of going out with another race by his stupid as s racist friends, then screw him, find someone else!
2006-12-06 21:44:54 · answer #5 · answered by ♥Love Love♥ 1 · 0⤊ 0⤋
You just have to move on. Know there are other people out there who will treat you right!
2006-12-06 21:36:38 · answer #6 · answered by LetMeKnow! 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's his fault. He is the one who will not accept you the way you are. He would tell his friends to shove it if they made fun of him.
2006-12-06 21:36:33 · answer #7 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
Too long of story,break it down to 4 lines for answers!!
2006-12-06 21:36:17 · answer #8 · answered by kandiebar20 1 · 0⤊ 2⤋