i want to end everything..and die.?

Question

im so ugly...i dont care if this is a stupid question...my feelings are hurt by rude people but my dad keeps telling me im beautiful...
i dont get it...i used to be okay...now i have acne,glasses and beacuse of stressed i gained tons of weight.
my hair wont listen to me and snice my dad is single father and is poor i cant buy and products to help me to be prettier.i hate it when people staire at me and say stuff and laugh i cry every night and im sick of telling myself"why cant you be pretty?"
alot of people say appearence dont matter but it does i hate miooros and im sick of looking at myself at the mirror and im not going to do any more.I dont want to pitty myself but no one listens to me and i hate it when people make fun of me and i have nothing to say back this sucks and i really hate it i DO think im ugly and i
cant help it somtimes i wish i got a knife and killed myself no one listens to me beacuse they think im boring cuz the way i look
i want to quit everything...and dienothing can make me feel sercure anymore everytime i have somthing to hold on to
my hurt eats threw it why am i even here? why do i have to live like this?
why is everyone eles haveing a better life even thought they have the same feeling?
am i that stupid? dont people ever think in a place where they havent felt beautiful?
what did i do wrong to feeel this hidouse?

Answer 1

I've felt that way many times. I was pretty sure I was the ugliest person walking on this planet when I was younger. It took the longest time for me to become the person I am today. I will tell you it wasn't easy - but now - I am strong, beautiful and nothing gets in my way - hang in there sweetie.
BE STRONG - BE BEAUTIFUL you already are.

Answer 2

Life is about so much more than looks. Quit dwelling so much on it. Try volunteering at a Nursing Home or Homeless shelter where there are people who have so much less to live for then you. Get your mind off yourself. Hold your head up and count your blessings. What other people think doesn't matter. It is what you feel about yourself and the good you can contribute to those you love and are in your life. Beauty is in the eye of the beholder and you can be beautiful in your own wonderful way. Give yourself a chance. You have to love yourself first before you can expect others to love you. God doesn't make mistakes. You have special purpose. Don't throw it away over something as menial as appearance. Start fresh tomarrow with a new smile and head held high. Show yourself you are so much more than you think.

Answer 3

OH please listen to me...you are not ugly...you seem young and growing. Things take time and you are very emotional. I know that if God made everyone the same, it would be a boring world. I suggest that you find someone at school or church or somewhere to talk to...you can email me too. Try looking online to find ways of losing weight or treating your acne. I was raised pretty poor and I did the best I could because we did not have any money. I am not the prettiest either. I have felt the way you do. You are on the earth for a reason...you have a purpose and are struggling to find that purpose. Your body is full of emotions and frustration because you are growing...and growing up hurts both physically, emotionally, and mentally. Please feel free to email me! I am not some creep that is trying to hurt you. I am a 42 year old woman with 3 kids. I know how you feel...be easy on yourself. You are a duckling that will turn into a swan someday!

Answer 4

Hi nobody is perfect but it doesn't mean that there perfect people too every human being or an individual have their own uniqueness which is hidden. There are lot of people uglier than us in their mind, works , their beings you must grateful to for what you are when look at the mirror say to self that you are pretty then you will look pretty if said ugly you will see ugly face. weight doesn't matter you just have to accept you self for what you are. the real beauty come from your pure heart not in your face.
Always carry strong believe in you so that you can achieve what you want beauty and nice body. for weight management you can a product which is really work like "Herbalife" which change your life style totaly. Always smile and cheer your so you will look pretty. This life is to live and meet the chalange don't run away go in to it.

Answer 5

First of all sweetie calm down stop beating yourself up. And "ignore" the rude comments, that just goes too show you people can be very mean! But I don't believe your that ugly. I really want you to talk to someone, maybe in school or if you have a church you attend. Pimples can go away there's lots of stuff you can use. Even if you go to www.google.com and look up anything you can use that's cheap to buy in stores, there's different thing's you can try. It can also be from the food you are eating!! Usually as you grow a bit older they will go away. And there are alot of pretty glasses you can get that don't cost alot of money.. Now as far as the weight that's up to you. I lost my dad from a horrible fatal brain disease 19 months ago and gained so much weight. I feel so gross but I will be dam ed if I let it destroy me. I'm working on my weight for the past 2 weeks and all
I'm doing is cutting down on junk food and doing alot of walking. Please pray for strength and don't think about killing yourself. There are children out there that are dying from cancer and other disease's that would do anything to be in your shoes! Think about that.... I wish I could give you a big hug and tell you everything will be OK!!

Answer 6

Life's tough sometimes but i can tell by how you word things here you are tougher ;o) People can be cruel in this world but there are a lot of good people as well. You will find in life your best friends don't judge you by your outside appearance but what is in your heart. You probably have no idea how much you mean not only to your father but many other people in your life. Would you truly want to hurt the father that seems to really love you by ending your life. Do you even realize the pain this would put him thru as well as others? One only sees what they're feeling today and can not see what tomorrow will bring. Just know that there will be brighter tomorrows for you and hang in there so you don't miss them. Remember a smile will bring a smile back your way. ;o)

Answer 7

You know what is ugly life being cut short by the tragedies of our cruel world. But on the new horizon there is a beautiful new life. This may sound a bit corny but look at it I made you laugh. Listen God loves you I'm sure he wouldn't want you with him before your time. He would want for you to find some nice boy date then marry have a few kids grow old be a grandma. Pray about how you feel. You will see that things will change. I'm a Eucharistic Minister in Church I will pray for you to heal and you will God Bless You and Merry Christmas.

Answer 8

So many people feel this way, I felt this way once too. Just know that this part of your life will end, and it will get so much better! It sounds like your Dad loves you so much. Just think how you would break his heart if you killed yourself. It is unfathomable.
I am sure you are probably not ugly, but realize there is so much more to a person than outer beauty and clothes. Focus on developing other qualities you know you have, like perhaps math, babysitting, humor or music. Then, somehow, you walk by that mirror and you give yourself a little smile. Think of your future. It needs you to stick in there. We are routing for you!

Answer 9

Korea, just hang in there. Who you are now is not who you will be in a couple years. We are all always changing. Everybody has a stage in their life where things just are out of whack. I think that you should just relax and think about the good things in your life. What would your family do without you? Don't you think that's a bit selfish? Don't let those silly little girls at school make you feel ugly. This time in your life is soooo temporary compared to the rest of your life! High school is 4 years and honestly WHO you are there doesn't matter to the world anyway, what you do while your there does! Why do you value what other people say so much? I say listen to your Dad, I'm sure your beautiful!

Self-esteem is that "self" esteem, so please don't try to let other people dictate how YOU feel about YOU. Forget them. Take the value of what they say away. You give them power. Take it back!
Be a roll model to your sister! Stand up, get involved. Do what you can!

Answer 10

You are feeling nothing that about a million other teens, and 2 million other women my age, 48, are not feeling... and you have not done anything wrong.. we are who we are.. God does NOT make mistakes.... NONE !!!!! you are here for a purpose that will become clear in time... but there are things you can do in the meantime.. take all the mirrors out of your room, all but just a little one to apply your make-up in, if you wear makeup... then start a small and simple exorcise program.. do 5 sit ups a night, 5 in morning, and 5 when you get home from school... do NOT skip meals, but take your lunch to school... ease into a diet, but don't call it a diet, just start eating smart... like instead of sweats, eat an apple or orange or any other fruit at least 3 times a week.. you do NOT have to give it all up at once... like I said ease into it.. take one step at a time, one thing, one goal, one promise, and go for it..... give up one bad food a month and sub. it for a healthy one, then the next month, give up another, and another, etc..... until you are eating healthy and wise.... as for the exercise goes, do the sit ups for about 2 wks, then add with each set of them, 5 push ups, then the 3rd month add to set of sit ups and push ups, walking a 1/2 mile... do NOT weigh urself or anything for the first 3 months... after the 1st 3 months add 5 of each thing to the sets, and walk 1 mile or so... go slow and easy, do NOT push your body..... excercise does more than help you loose weight, it helps emotionaly and physically and helps the skin too... I know, it worked for me !!!! also for the skin you can go to the $ store and buy St. Ives scrub... use it daily or nightly in shower, wash your face with an antibacterial soap and then scrub it GENTLY with the scrub..... do this at least once, more if you can the first 2 wks...... buy also a cheap skin lotion for your body, put on after every bath or shower, this keeps the skin soft and loose, so when you loose weight or what ever the skin has some give to it.......... do a search on this thing for other ways to help yourself......... there are many ways to keep healthy and beautiful cheaply and easily......... good luck and God bless

Answer 11

You have got to come to the realization that life is hard and people can be very rude. Don't give up now, you have your whole life ahead of you and things are going to change drastically as you get older. The people in your life making fun of you now, will be out of your life. School is a very small world and once you're done with school you will see that life is alot different out in the real world. You should tell your Dad how you feel and ask him if you could maybe have a couple of inexpensive things to make you feel prettier about yourself. Single Dad's do the best they can with their Daughters but he needs to know how you are feeling and why. You are a beautiful person if you want to be. Who you are is in your heart not on your face. Be well and talk to your Dad. I wiah you much happiness in life...believe me, life is worth living!