Anybody able to help?

Question

I am despressed.

I live in Scotland. I love living in Scotland but I sometimes think moving to another country will be better for me.

Then I understand that running away won't help anything.

I am lonely, I want a girlfriend but I can't fit in with groups.

I don't like seeing women kissing other women in public places.

I am worried about STI's so I am almost desperate to ask women to get checked.

They could be the sweetest person but all I think is "are you infected"

I would use condoms for intercourse but may not for oral sex (giving or taking)

I have a really bad heart problem, so I can't be around smokers and I don't like people getting drunk because I can't protect myself.

I get chest pains when I fight and the other guy does not know that so they keep throwing punches.

I take offence easily and I tend to tell people there faults as a way of defense.

I am the type of person who is scared people talk about me or are going to ignore me.

Any help?

Answer 1

To be honest I think most people somewhere think the same as you but aren't as worried about it or just get on with it coz they wouldn't live otherwise

Being alive isn't living just go out and live before life literally passes you by

Everybody is insecure but I think you are too insecure I think maybe you should see someone about that

Also if you are brave enough to leave everything you know behind and start a new life in another country that isn't a bad thing a new start can actually be a good thing!

Stop hiding behind your condition and get yourself out there

Answer 2

You worry too much,
you have nearly written an essay and not one thing is positive!

All I can say is do what you feel is right!
Take a few holidays - get a feel for a different surrounding.
If you find somewhere, well whats holding you back!
And if you find someone special enough then ask them to be checked out! If they are a decent person with respect for you, then they will do it, no questions asked!
If they refuse to do it the scrap them off - they are clearly not worth it.

The problem is, is that you think too much.
I bet your a planner, organised?
Well stop it, people waste half of their lives planning for one - Why? It is an insane waste of energy!

Only do what you want to do, If you struggle to fight - why fight?

Are you getting my drift - dont be so uptight! - chill

Answer 3

Hi ya first of all i think maybe you might have answered your own question it sounds as if you are depressed and a chronic worrier you are scared of life it's probably a lot to do with your depression.I think you should see your doctor and tell him how you feel he will help you. Goodluck hun best of luck.

Answer 4

yes micheal... get a grip, I think you need to spend some more time alone to figure things out better for yourself...

Answer 5

way to much info