I mean i could be better.. i got about 5 hours of broken sleep last night.. and im trying so hard in school right now.. and i dont want to seem like an idiot because of all this and letting it ruin my life.. and then me and my friend brooke are fighting bc shes being weird lately.. and i dont know.. but if you are wondering if im going to do anything stupid.. no.. because i know better.. i remember when a friend of mine OD'd on drugs and how that made me feel.. but i just dont know.. i think i need a therapist.. but my mom wont take me to one.. for the first time in my life i feel like i AM depressed.. and i think i am going out on a date this weekend.. but im scared.. what if the guy wont like me and it will be another jon thing!! like where i like him a lot.. but he tells me he likes me.. we date for a month.. and its all over? i just feel like a failure.. and none of my friends can really cure this pain.. and my back has been KILLING me all week.. it hurts so bad. but then again..i have to wake up that next morning and face another day.. so.. yes.. i am ok.. for only one reason. my friends. although i dont have many.. if it werent for you and a few others.. i dont think i could make it through this right now.. my mom thinks she knows everything about me and she really isnt hurting me.. but i can hear all of the words that they exchange every night.. i hear it.. and they dont think i do.. i just want to be a child again..
2006-12-04 07:52:05 · 5 answers · asked by Brittany 2 in Family & Relationships ➔ Singles & Dating
You're really ok. Everyone goes through those feelings now and then. I don't have any friends, and at times I feel no one understands but it's ok. There will be other guys better than Jon and the date will be fine-- and so what if it isn't? You and Brooke will make friends again. Hang in there.
2006-12-04 07:59:42 · answer #1 · answered by Sabine É 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Wow, I feel ya! I'm not going through the SAME thing but I am dealing with huge mental/emotional problem now and there are the physical problem too, like my never ending allergies. The inside of my nose get's so sore that it stings like hell to even touch sometimes. I'm kina lost now but I'm going to really try to switch from the medication I'm taking (what HE prescribed) to what I think would be more appropriate for me. I am also bent on moving and getting to live somewhere else away from all the people and places that have so many memories I can let go of. God Bless
2006-12-04 16:00:02 · answer #2 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
agree with sereph
2006-12-04 15:57:50 · answer #3 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
go talk to your school counselor
2006-12-04 15:56:09 · answer #4 · answered by serephinadragon 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
then go out and have fun
2006-12-04 15:55:53 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋