My boyfriend cheated on me and he broke up with me by making out with a girl right infront of me. My friends all hate me because of a girl who made up a stupid rumor because i "took" her friend. shes pointless but shes making my life hell. i want to die, but im not commiting suicide bc i dont want to go to hell. i pray everyday for Jesus to help me, so why isnt he? life sucks and i suck at it. i told this guy that i love i was raped when i was little as a joke [[dumbass me]] and he took it so seriously that im afriad that if i tell him now he might get mad. I actually prayed to get raped just so i dont have to tell him i lied. im at an all time low. and this is horrible, i need help.
2006-12-02 21:47:15 · 6 answers · asked by chickalade_star 1 in Health ➔ Mental Health
1st of all everyone tends to think God is not listening if you don't get it the way you want. He heard you dear. You lied and praying for bad to become you so you can fix this is not the answer. Your "joke" was put out there to gain sympathy, compassion..meaning you don't have enough self-esteem to believe the way you are is good enough. You can't offer others what you don't have yet. Make necessary amends and move on.
2006-12-03 01:54:50 · answer #1 · answered by tamara.knsley@sbcglobal.net 5 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Good old Satan, throwing all kinds of things at you to make you think that Jesus isn't listening...give your troubles to the Lord, and be patient,...with all the beheadings, poverty, diseases,...trauma and other things so horrible in the world,..He hasn't forgotten you..He will get to you soon...I have had times where I waited a couple of years, and then from almost out of nowhere, He comes through..don't let Satan ruin your faith,..for that is what he is trying to do....just tell the truth and admit you made a mistake...we all play stupid mind games when we are young, but from now on, the truth will set you free...You are loved by Jesus and satan knows this and will work overtime to destroy your faith...thank the Lord for what you have,..and try to be a good girl and do everything as if He was looking over your shoulder..all things will pass...God Bless little one, you are going to be just fine xoxoxoxoxoxo
2006-12-03 07:53:45 · answer #2 · answered by MotherKittyKat 7 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think you should not feel worthless..Every think happen because of God wish..I give you my own example , one year ago same thing happened with me i fall ed in love of Glorious girl.. i was mad after her ..i had felt that she might have same feeling about me..but i listened from one of my fast friend that don't love that girl because she has affair with 18 other guys..she is cheating u ..at the moment i didn't believe. my friend told me that leave her otherwise she will leave u... because she is finding excuse to get away from u.. i took that talk seriously & one day i cought that girl with her new boy friend on a dancing bar...
After that i thanked God ,,God had safe me..
so, you shouldn't worry my dear i think God might has done correct..wait for truth to come...
2006-12-03 06:15:05 · answer #3 · answered by Punjabi Heart 2 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I am not going to make judgements You need to ask God forforgiveness so you can move on. We all feel worthless from time to time. Stop feeling sorry for yourself and move on.Go do some charity work and you might not feel so worthless.
2006-12-03 05:56:33 · answer #4 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
I hope life will get better for you.
2006-12-03 05:52:44 · answer #5 · answered by Anonymous · 0⤊ 0⤋
It's you who said it and you said it well. congrats!
2006-12-03 05:52:56 · answer #6 · answered by jas 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋