A year ago, I was 12 and I wanted to go to church and hang out with my friend. I wanted to go do what kids are supposed to do, which is have fun and not worry. My dad said I couldn't go, and it got me pretty down. It usually does. I told him "thanks" in a rather sarcastic manner, and he told my mom about it when she came home from work. The next morning I woke up to a flashing light and the words "You're going to be homeschooled!" and a cynical laugh, all supplied by my mom. I thought, in that moment, that I'd lost it all. Everything had just crashed down, burned, and I was being sent to hell for trying to be someone else. All that thinking, changed me. Entirely. I did cut myself that morning. It only lasted a day, but a week later I still felt all that pain, and I decided to leave church to go get coffee with that friend. She then kept me out of school for another week, and let me back on my birthday. I don't cut, not once since then, but I still can't forgive myself. How do I?
2006-11-30 08:33:04 · 4 answers · asked by Anonymous in Family & Relationships ➔ Family
You will..eventually you can do better at school and get good grades or just enjoy the life you have now instead of life before..
2006-11-30 08:37:11 · answer #1 · answered by william san 1 · 1⤊ 0⤋
Just tell yourself it won't happen again because you love yourself. Yes, you made a mistake once, but you got over it -- and you will do the same again. You know that now. Pray and ask for peace about it, and maybe even take up meditating.
Congradulations. I wouldn't have been able to go through that.
2006-11-30 16:40:58 · answer #2 · answered by I think... 6 · 0⤊ 0⤋
I think you should do what your parents tell you to do . and concintrate on doing better on your grades because you better have fun with your life because once its gone there's nothing to remember about.
2006-11-30 17:55:45 · answer #3 · answered by Alicia-brandon15 3 · 0⤊ 0⤋
Huh?
2006-11-30 16:36:26 · answer #4 · answered by Weasel 2 · 0⤊ 1⤋