I struggle in intimate realtionships,due to having b.p.d. i have however in this one been open with my feelings nad the insecrities that come with b.p.d. over the last two months these have been thrown back at me, and have really hurt. i have tried my hardest but have found this relationship to make me very ill. on his side there are two many people involved, and he doesnt look after him self physically, his home or presents himself well - i mean this to the extent of filth and mould and it is getting me down as i can see no future. my hopes get built up when im told things will change; but it seems like it is only me who has been willing to change. i still think he's a wonderful guy and will miss tremendously, i know it isn't eay been with me - but i have been straight from the beggining. we have split up so many times and each time it gets worse. i need the strength to let it end - so both of us can be realesed from all this pain we cause one another. neither of us deserve it
2006-11-29
17:00:40
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