Help me i think that I am seconds away from doing something really stupid!!!?

Question

Help.....i know that i talked to people on here yesterday....but right now i am thinking about doing what i know will end it all....last night i tried to take everyones advice....i called people for help and i talked to people....but i still feel the same if not worse....i cant make these thoughts go away....all i want to do is to end it all so that i dont have to feel like this anymore....i have felt this way or so long.....and people tell me that it will get better and it hasnt it has only gotten worse....i wonder what i did to deserve this...i am always helping other people and i get nothing in return.....i dont know what i want....other than to be gone....and i know that this is a perm solution to a temp problem.....but how long it temp....for me temp has been 20 years.......when will things get better.....i need help....i know that i am going to end up doing something like in the hours....so please someone out there....please help me :'(

Answer 1

Find a walk-in mental health clinic (maybe hospital ER) and go there right away. I did that 35 years ago whan I was a mixed up teenager and it saved my life. I got psychiatric help and medication. Good luck - your life is important.

Answer 2

Oh Girl, don't do that...please, life is a gift...please don't throw it away.

I have no idea what your situation is but I am going thru a difficult time right now too. I just want it to end but I would rather have a fresh start than actually end my life.

I heard a quote once that I try to remember when things get rough and basically it says that everything in our lives is a choice. Life is all about choices, many of which we can make ourselves.

Please just weigh ALL of your options. There are pros and cons to each option but what I think you are speaking of is the quick and easy and selfish escape. You need to make choices that will lead to improvement in your life, even if it isn't an overnight fix or what you would really like.

People care about you and don't want to lose you. You have probably touched more peoples lives than you realize and once you take such a drastic action you can never take it back. Please don't leave your loved ones behind mourning you...talk to them...get help, there are so many people and places out there willing to help. You have better options.

Answer 3

don't listen to those people who have no live but to get on here and make stupid ignorant comments like the first one. I am a little embarrased to say that I have been in your shoes before. And the reason I say embarrased is becuase I can't believe I even had that thought go through my mind becuase I am a stronger person than that. When it rains it poors and sometimes everything seems too much to handle but I beleive everything happens for a reason and you are only dealt in life what you can handle. When you get through this will just see that you are a strong person. Now in my life I try to take everything negative that happens to me or around me and turn it in to positve....meaning I learn from it or I try to see how i can use this in my future to avoid these happenings!
When I felt the way you are feeling right now I told a friend of mine how I was feeling and that I acually had thoughts of hurting myself and that I ws scared of myself for even thinking that and she told me that she did that once too and went to the hospital and that she was coming over right away to take me too. I was like hell no I am not going to the hospital but she reassured me that if I went everything would be olay and that they would help me, so I went and sure enough it helped. A doctor who specializes in this came in and was so warm and kind hearted told me I did the right thing by coming in and told me stories of his experience with other people and made me feel not alone and wanted in this world. After that I started going to counceling and completed it and it did me wonders! I have not had a silly thought since then and it actually is the reason I work in the healthcare now, it made me want to be somebody who could help others especailly those in desperate need and that alone makes me feel great and to think I ws the one a year before that needing the desperate care. Please go somewhere and see someone in person not by phone and I promise you that they will help you and you'll be happy you did! Nothing and I mean nothing is worth harming yourself over! I will pray for you and I wish all the best in your life!

Answer 4

Help is 1 phone call away.Call your local hospital & get a reference to a mental health clinic.It doesnt mean you are crazy,,just need help sorting things out & getting to the root of what is bothering you.You can do this confidential.You may just have a chemical inbalance that is common in some people.Dont do anything stupid,,please.I care.Life is beautiful,,you have to learn how to roll with it.Dont let things bother you THAT much.Pamper yourself.Take still time.We all need that.Think possitive,,thinking negative creates negativity.It really does.Your mind,,body,,soul & spirit need to work together.If you dont like something in your life,,change it.Do things that you like to do that interest you.Life will show us many mountains to climb,,that is how we learn & grow.Count your blessings.Spend time with people that you like & respect.Get the rest out of your life.Time changes everything.Things will get better,,I promise.Good luck to you,,you'll make it.

Answer 5

I am editing my original answer. Why is it that you are asking for help here but you seemed to know all the answers on another girl's desperate post? You're a phony!!

Check it out. last answer on the page. http://answers.yahoo.com/question/index;_ylt=AjOpeX9vfQxDvboPUX9Pe6Hsy6IX?qid=20061129023242AA8oxxg

This was my original answer until I read your other answer:
Have you already planned how you will end your life? If not, you're just desperate for someone to understand you. If you do already have a suicide plan, you need to go to the nearest emergency room. Don't think they will just give you the brush off. They will take you seriously and send a psychiatrist to talk to you. They will also give you something to calm any anxiety you may be having at the time.

For years I sounded like you. I still do sometimes. I just have to keep reminding myself that playing the victim is not cute. If people are using you to wipe their feet then get off the floor. Learn how to say no to people. They won't die if you don't help them.

Answer 6

You know what I'd do? I'd seriously search out for someone that's in need of help and go help them. Focus on other people and what you can do to help them, even if it's small. See if that helps. Your thoughts are inward turned right now, take a break, and try outward thinking, and try thinking about others. You look at your life as worthless right now, so if that's the case, before you go, try to see what you can do to help someone else, and just see what happens. BUT, you have to seriously concentrate on them, not you.

Answer 7

Remember, the end is really the end. Its permanent. You can't come back and see people suffer for making you suffer. There's no reward in it for you. What about your friends? Do you have pets? What will they do without you? Please call "0" and ask for your local distress line. Then book an appointment with your doctor to talk about medication and counselling to get you through. You are important, your life is important, you will absolutely get past this. I'm praying for you. Take care.

Answer 8

you should book yourself in somewhere dude - like a hospital of some description, i dont think talking about it once will help i think you may need to stay somewhere for a while where the treatment is intensive as opposed to a one off. Maybe try getting away from your current situation - move town or something start fresh.

Answer 9

My friend told me: When things get worst! That's when it get's better!
And you know what? I said yeah right...but I did! It did get worst b4 I got better and life is really good right now...it's a stepping stone and If I can do it, then you can...I'm pretty old, and have two kids and everything has happend to me under the sun except for having a fatal desease but everytime something happends, I just say this too shall pass and it does!

God doesn't give you things that you can't handle!

Answer 10

Go to emergency and say you are suicidal, they will help you. You may have to accept changes thought. I've been in Learned Hospital several times because I had no control over my life. I have done stupid things to get help. Now I have a criminal record. Now I am going to the mental health center and gaining control of my life again. Yes, I appiled for disability for my insanity, and now have it.